When Miss is on form She is absolutely brilliant at teasing me. There are days where She does and says exactly the right things to make me feel sissied, embarrassed and most of all turned on. Saturday was one of those days and it culminated in a wonderfully hot love making session between us - and for an added bonus - some more hot sex the following morning!
We were at a major public event on Saturday with friends. Miss looked absolutely gorgeous in a very pretty dress under which She was wearing the new underwear She had made me buy last week. Since we were with friends i had to be in male mode but that did not stop me from wearing a deliciously feminine pair of baby pink silk and lace French knickers. French knickers can be a bit difficult for a sissy to wear, unless like me they have such a small cock that there is no worry about hanging out of the side or slipping loose. i had wanted to wear the matching thin strapped cami top that co-ordinated as a set but the lovely lace on the bust area was clearly visible under my shirt. Whilst the humiliation and embarrassment would have been very exciting for me, it was not the time or place to be so overtly sissy.
One thing i loved about the dress Miss was wearing was that it allowed a slightly more than subtle outline of Her pretty panties to show at the rear. Miss knows that i love Her in clothes that show lines and straps but She is also quite sensitive about not looking trashy. i think She allowed me to enjoy the view this time and i told Her often that Men were checking Her out - i think that made Her feel sexy and confident. They actually were checking Her out! Miss may have missed those glances from some rather tasty hunks but i noticed!
As well as the looks She was getting Miss was also on fine form with Her discreet verbal references to my small cock and perhaps Her best line of the day was when She said to Her lady friend 'a girl can always do with a special friend'. She emphasised the word 'special' and made sure She said it loud enough for me to hear. Miss knew that i would consider this as a statement that a 'girl needs a lover'. Oh yes please Miss - you've had them before and i'm sure you could have them again. That elusive hope that She could have a regular, reliable lover who would be adept at playing the cuckold game......
As bedtime neared Miss and i both knew that we would be having some fun together later and it was definitely going to be 'sissy' that Miss wanted to play with. In our hotel room Miss stripped down to Her gorgeous bra and panties whilst i wore a lovely bubble-gum pink capped sleeved baby doll nightie. We lay side by side with Miss gently stroking my small cock whilst i caressed Her love petals through Her panties. Miss wanted pleasuring and ordered me to sooth Her sex with my tongue, lips and fingers. i fully expected Her to make me stay there until She had cum but amazingly She then ordered me to get up and, producing a condom, told me to put it over my tiny cock. i did not need telling twice as i gently rolled the rubber over my hard clit enjoying the humiliation of having to put a condom on in order to be allowed to penetrate Her. We exchanged words. Miss demeaning me with my cock size, my hopeless staying power and the fact that She had enjoyed much better and bigger Men. i whimpered my own deficiencies, apologising for my little penis, telling Her i was so lucky to be allowed inside Her. Miss came very hard, urging me to try and fuck Her like a Real Man would - of course i can't do that but i tried.
Once She had come down from Her climax Miss told me to withdraw and to kneel next to Her with the condom still on. She wanted to make me wank into the condom - She wanted to deny me being inside Her and to humiliate me further. i begged for Her to allow me back inside again and She must have been feeling extremely generous as She consented. She knew that it would not take much for me to lose control and for my sissy squirts to pulse weakly into the condom and She was, as ever, right. Some more verbal torture from Miss about the superior Men She has previously enjoyed and i came into the sheath - whimpering and sighing like a proper sissy girl.
Come the morning and Miss was still feeling horny. She was however, totally uninterested in anything sissy or cuckolding. Instead She told me to keep those thoughts to myself. Still in my pretty baby doll, i was allowed to be inside Miss without a condom and as i have said before on this blog, tried my best to please Her, knowing that in reality my efforts as a Man would be quite rubbish. Miss achieved another climax but helped considerably by Her fingers and by me keeping reasonably hard with the thoughts i had been told to 'keep to myself'.
Miss is away overnight this evening and left a few hours ago wearing a quite stunning floaty summery dress with red heels. i felt so in awe of Her beauty and radiance and told Her 'i'd certainly chat you up'. My rubbish effort of trying to sound like i could be someone else She might meet whilst away. i also wanted to ask if She had taken a condom with Her but completely bottled it and failed to ask. She probably hasn't but i had pictured a scenario where She made me go and get Her one for Her handbag. i was probably too scared to bring it up in case She got cross that i was prompting Her and was taking control.
i so want to text Her this evening to let Her know how sissied i will be feeling and perhaps She will give me permission to play? x
