Wednesday 31 January 2018

Yes i would....

Miss demanded that i make an appearance as sissy yesterday evening.  We had begun the day with a lovely morning sex session with me in male mode and Miss very hungry for an orgasm.  She was wearing black lace panties and was definitely in need of a good cum.
 
In male mode i am allowed penetration.  Miss had me on top at first before moving on to Her hands and knees.  i love seeing Her like this and i just can't help imagine Her this way for an Alpha Male lover who is poised to provide Her with pleasures way beyond what my small cock can provide.  My control however was anything but Alpha Male as i feebly spent myself inside Her before Miss had any time to build up to Her own cum. 
 
So clearly i owed Miss one, hence Her call for sissy to be around later on.  However, in and amongst the daily routine and normal life sissy did not make an appearance and Miss is still without Her orgasm.  i hope to put that right this evening in full sissy mode and perhaps Miss will allow me to cum too? 
 
 
The picture?  Borrowed from another site (thanks terri).  i have dressed Her for Him. He has made Her cum hard and now He delivers His love seed all over Her stocking tops, across Her sated love petals and onto Her stomach.  i am summoned to clean up.  They both laugh. 
 
Would i?  You bet i would!!  x
 
 

Sunday 28 January 2018

Thrashed!

 
 
Miss absolutely hammered sissy last night......at Scrabble.  That makes it consecutive wins for Miss and She deserved it.  Virtually every score was in the 20's and above.  i would like to think that perhaps i was distracted by the pretty lingerie Miss was wearing, or perhaps my own pretty white baby doll chiffon nightie, through which my delicate lace bra could be seen, but no, none of those are excuses. Well played Miss!
 
In my post 'The Perfect Lover', Miss has replied and i've replied to Her comment.  Is there a hint there that She might perhaps consider such an arrangement??  Whatever it is i must not push Her and if She does think at some point that having a regular lover would work for us both then i would be so pleased to help Her find one.  At Her pace - that's the key to it.
 
i'm back in my box today as we have visitors but there's a good chance i will be around a bit from tomorrow onwards.  There's plenty of housework to be done and i also believe Miss is due a 'for Her only' orgasm.  i'd love Her to use me this week for Her own pleasure. x

Saturday 27 January 2018

Long Time...No See.

Well..... that was a long break!  Over a week without being summoned or used by Miss in any way at all. i almost though that She had gone off me or was bored of me? 
 
Thankfully i am back today and our first event tonight will be a game of scrabble.  Moved to a Saturday this week but likely to be back to the regular Fridays next week.
 
With 'sissy' not being around for such a long time it has not stopped Miss from humiliating me or teasing me whilst in male mode.  We've just finished a wonderful love-making session this afternoon where Miss, dressed in a gorgeously pretty white lace camisole top and oh so pretty white lace panties achieved a wonderful first.
 
She masturbated me to climax with Her delicate hand, all the while belittling my cock and teasing me with a scenario of Her and a lover.  i was made to contribute to this with my own words and i hope i said all the right things.  Miss certainly did, egging me on to cum like a sissy with a pathetic cock.  i did just that. My sissy squirts hardly rising from the tip of my cock.
 
 
 
Miss now has a new weapon at Her disposal.  x
 
p.s Thank you to all the fellow sissy sisters for their lovely comments on my posts.  i will reply to them all - promise! x
 

Friday 19 January 2018

Miss Is Home!

 
 
.....actually in the next 15 minutes.
 
Four days away and it really felt like it!  Both me as sissy and me in male mode have missed Her greatly. Even though we both hoped that She might indulge in some discreet 'play' with someone if the opportunity arose having Her back is better than that x 10.  It would seem that Miss did not really enjoy the whole time away.  Her cold returned. Not as bad as the post Christmas cold but enough to make its mark and from Her messages and calls it seems it did spoil Her enjoyment.
 
Miss would usually have been more playful and teasing, taking the opportunity to torment my mind so it was clear that even with the 'luscious lingerie' pictures making me wet, She was feeling less than enthusiastic as the week went on.  i sort of felt that Miss was not ever really in the mood to play for real whilst away.  She's not a robot after all!
 
It's not all play at these events either.  Long days of seminars and meetings in stuffy rooms with people who have probably got their own special strain of colds and bugs.  i expect Her to be absolutely knackered tonight so i'll do my part by making dinner and anything else to help.  If She wants some special sissy soothing then i'm on hand or if She wants to make use of my tiny cock - i'll try the best i can for Her.
 
Welcome home Miss! x

Thursday 18 January 2018

Love.....And Little Cocks

Miss is on Her last night away at the end of a four day conference.  i have missed Her terribly.  Both as sissy and in male mode. It's just too quiet and sissy has no one to serve, worship and honour.  Yes, She will be having a good time tonight in and amongst Her work colleagues on the final evening posh frock dinner dance and yes She might have an opportunity to enjoy Herself with a lover physically and that possibility really does excite me but i am still allowed to miss Her.
 
All week Miss has been sending pictures of Herself in lingerie and tonight it was a sexy black lace bra and panties set.  It was not just the lingerie that wowed me, but Her figure in it.  She is looking sexier than i can ever remember.  i texted Her back to swoon over the picture and wimpishly apologised for having such a small cock that surely cannot be satisfying Her sexually. 
 
She agreed - it is small but that She loves me.
 
Nothing more needs to be said - She loves me and i lover Her. 
 
This is how small......it's hardly much bigger erect. x
 
 
 
 
 
 

The Bra

An item of clothing designed specifically for the Female.  That exclusivity makes it even more sissifying when worn by the gender it was not intended for. Why?  Because quite simply Women have what is required to fill one.
 
So to wear a bra without trying to pretend to have boobs is perhaps one of the biggest statements of being a sissy.  On a sissy the bra is not performing any practical function (holding boobs in place) and is instead an item of 'confirmation clothing'.  It confirms that the sissy is as far from being a real Man as imaginable.
 
Miss once let me 'fill' one of my bras with forms - for Her own amusement i think - but other than that one occasion, i wear my bras flat chested.  38C/D.  To a sissy it is perhaps not only that flat chested look but also how a bra feels.  Straps on the shoulders, a strap around the back, hooks.  All of these create a 'i know i am wearing one' sensation which is beautifully permanent whilst on.
 
In male mode, wearing a bra is perhaps also the biggest sissy statement and leaves the wearer vulnerable to detection and humiliation - especially in public.  Subtle or not so subtle strap lines evident, back band evident, lace cups evident.  Feint outlines under t-shirts, shirts, jumpers. 
 
i absolutely adore wearing a bra.  The act of co-ordination with the panties, the feel of the garment but above all the fact that no 'real Man' would wear one, a lovely reminder of the sissy i am. x
 
 

Wednesday 17 January 2018

The Perfect Lover

What would be the perfect lover for Miss?
 
 
 
  • Good looking - Miss has high standards.  He must be handsome
  • Intelligent - Miss likes stimulating conversation pre and post lovemaking
  • Dominant - Miss would enjoy a strong, confident Man who leads, takes charge, sets the pace and is in control
  • Discreet - A Man who can play the game without taking risks. 
  • Trustworthy - When arrangements are made He'll be there. He does what He says.  He's on time. 
  • He gets it - He understands cuckolding.  He knows the rules, He makes some of the rules.
  • Endowed - He has the tools.  He's big where it matters.
  • Safe - Similar to discretion.  After a while condoms may not be required.
  • Generous - He will treat Miss to wining, dining and great days/nights out.
  • Cuckold savvy - He knows about the 'sissy'. He involves the 'sissy'.
  • Understanding - He knows that He is a player in the game. He knows the love Miss and sissy has is unbreakable.  He knows He is part of their relationship.
The perfect lover for Miss?  He's out there.....somewhere....  x

Tuesday 16 January 2018

HouseWork

 
 
Miss has made sure that i will be busy whilst She is away.  As the saying goes 'the devil will find work for idle hands to do'.  A rampant sissy, constantly fantasising without having any housework or assignments would be a sissy totally out of control.
 
Miss has drawn up a list which i started on yesterday, She has also demanded that i send Her evidence of what i am doing.  i forgot to do that yesterday and am expecting admonishment but i won't forget today.  In compliance with Her wishes i will select appropriate lingerie, blouse and skirt and shall make sure Miss receives a suitable picture of me.
 
i know that She has a very busy day today so hopefully my picture will cheer Her up, reminding Her of the pleasure She gets from humiliating me and being the superior in our FLR.  i'll imagine that She is showing my picture to someone.....someone who would find the whole thing equally as amusing....and together they would be laughing and mocking me. x
 
 

Monday 15 January 2018

Miss Miss

 
 
It's not even 24hrs but i am missing Miss.  She's now nearing the end of day one at Her four day convention and we have been in regular touch.  i will not be bombarding Her with texts or calls. She is going to be busy and at a hectic pace.  Meetings, seminars, presentations, dinners. 
 
She is however teasing me mercilessly with texted pictures of Herself in workout gear and just now 'tonight's lingerie for dinner'. A very pretty pink lace bra and panties set. Also a message that 'you have permission to play tonight sissy'. 
 
Miss knows full well that my sissy cuckold imagination will work overtime and that i'll cum hard with sissy squirts thinking of Her.  The rules of course state that i must make it known what i cum over so....Miss will simply have texted me that She has seen several Men that....if they are there for the rest of the week, would definitely be the type She would want to have fun with.  x 

Wear Mine sissy

Miss has left for Her four day business conference.  En route She will be having Her hair appointment which was paid for by me.  Before She left i had the honour of zipping up Her dress and a wonderful glimpse of Her lingerie for the day.  A very sexy black lace bra with sexy matching sheer backed black panties.  Miss has let me wear those panties before after She had worn them.  Miss really is starting Her week as She means to go on......dressed deliciously. 
 
i was wearing a cream floral bra and panties set when i zipped Miss up and She noticed that my panties were not providing full coverage.  Not because my clit was too big for them but because they are of a specific cut and more of a thong.  i don't really like thongs and neither does Miss but at the time of ordering them online that's the only style they had to match the bra.
 
Miss belittled me again with comments about my tiny clit and proceeded to hand me a pair of Her own fresh clean panties, telling me to wear those instead.  What a lovely gesture from Miss.  Once they were on Miss again mocked the little bulge but did remark that they matched the bra i was wearing.
 
 
 
The photo is me in Her panties.  i'm sure you'll all agree it really is an insignificantly small bulge.  Not a real Man's penis - just a sissy clit.  i know it and Miss knows it. x

Sunday 14 January 2018

Packing Her Lingerie

 
 
Miss is going to be away from home for 4 nights as of tomorrow.  It's Her annual business convention.  It all ends with a formal dinner/dance.  i shall be home throughout the four nights She is away.
 
This afternoon Miss summoned me to Her chambers and proceeded to make me lay out the items of lingerie She would be taking with Her.  My tiny clit was exceptionally wet as Miss first made me lay out the sexy underwear She would be wearing for the two 'dress up' dinners of the week.  Black lace lingerie, bra, panties, six strap suspender belt and stockings.  Blue lace lingerie, bra, panties, six strap suspender belt and stockings. Then.... a third set....again with suspenders. 
 
Next....lingerie for each day of work at the convention.  i expected to be laying out simple things but Miss was choosing all of Her sexy lingerie - even for day wear.  Red lace, pink lace, white lace.  A sexy satin set for sleep - though She said She might not be getting much of that.  My hands were visibly shaking and Miss noticed.  i could only humbly say that i was finding it hard to concentrate what with handling such sexy lingerie, knowing it would be worn by Miss with maybe someone else getting to see Her in it and enjoy Her in it.
 
Miss played mental torture with me with lots of humiliating comments about possibly enjoying Herself with a lover whilst She is away.  She already knows that both myself in male mode and me as sissy are totally encouraging if She had an opportunity to indulge.  She knows She is completely at liberty to take lovers as one night stands and to have a regular lover or regular lovers to play with.  Miss is a top professional in Her field and the focus of Her week is surely to be just that......and if an opportunity comes along.....well....it's entirely up to Her. 
 
Throughout the evening Miss has gradually been dropping comments about how She 'might' not be waking up alone in Her hotel room, about how She 'might' make me call Her if She is with a lover (and be ridiculed by them both), about how She 'might' facetime me if She finds a lover and show me just how much fun She is having.
 
i hope Miss has a wonderful four days away.  i hope She is recognised for all the hard work She has put in for Her company.  i hope Her colleagues notice Her incredibly sexy new shape and look.  Whatever Miss gets up to, i hope She has a great time. x

Saturday 13 January 2018

Miss Wins Scrabble!

 
Remember this date!  Miss won our game of scrabble last night and convincingly so!  i was in male mode which meant the competitive edge was there but Miss played a blinder all through the game and deserved Her win.  Can it happen again?
 
Well...... it probably could if Miss deploys similar pre-game tactics.  Coming home from work She stated that She was feeling rampant so 'let's go upstairs and have hot sex'.  Hmmmm - an offer not to be refused.
 
Miss was seriously horny and in need of a hard cum.  Leaving on Her pretty blue lingerie She proceeded to ride my tiny clit before demanding to be taken from behind.  i tried my best to stay hard for Her and must have been doing just about enough because She came hard.  It's possible that Miss needs to let Her imagination run wild to assist Her cum as i don't think my tiny penis, even when as hard as it could be, is enough. 
 
Miss then employed plenty of verbal humiliation about my tiny clit and how i compared to previous lovers.  Three, maybe four strokes and then my sissy juices squirted uncontrollable into Her.  She probably did not even feel it. 
 
Reduce the testosterone, humiliate the sissy boy and win at scrabble?  Has She found a winning formula?  x

Friday 12 January 2018

Zip It!

 
 
For the last two mornings Miss has made me zip up Her dress just before She leaves for work.  It's been such a privilege to be told to do this.  There's something wonderfully sensual about the act and also something wonderfully subservient.  Gently moving Her lush hair to the side, delicately holding the zip, catching a glimpse of Her gorgeous bra band and drawing the zip up slowly.
 
One of my sissy desires is to dress Miss from start to finish.  Either for work or for play.  To fasten Her bra, to draw up Her pretty panties.  To roll up some hold ups onto Her luscious legs.  To wrap a sexy suspender belt around Her sexy waist, to draw up stockings and clasp them to the tabs.  To hold Her dress or skirt as She steps into it.  To do up Her clasps, clips, fasteners, zips. 
 
Helping to make Her look Her best for whatever it is She is getting ready for. Heaven! x
 
 

Thursday 11 January 2018

The sissy Song

To the tune of Mummy finger etc.....
 
 
sissy small
sissy small
Where are you?
Sat at home
Sat at home
As i was told to do
 
HotWife Miss
HotWife Miss
Where are you?
Having fun
Having fun
As I told you I would do
 
sissy small
sissy small
Where are you?
Still at home
Still at home
As i was told to do
 
HotWife Miss
HotWife Miss
Where are you?
With my lover
With my lover
He's so much bigger than you
 
sissy small
sissy small
Where are you?
In my chambers
In my chambers
As i was told to do
 
HotWife Miss
HotWife Miss
Where are you?
Sleeping over
Sleeping over
He's such a better screw.
 
Miss texted me after i had told Her that i had completed Her tasks for the day.  She told me that i would be allowed to help Her choose the lingerie She is going to be wearing when She is away on business (and pleasure?) next week.  i hope She decides to take some of the things i have bought Her and that She has made me buy for Her.
 
To be able to contribute, albeit in a small way, towards Miss feeling sexy about Herself will be such an honour. She really should feel that way as well because without a doubt She is incredibly sexy.  x 

You May Play sissy....

 
 
Those were the words from Miss this morning as i zipped up the back of Her dress before She went to work.  She had already driven me wild by selecting Her lingerie for the day - gorgeous blue lace bra and matching panties, (a pair She has allowed me to wear before) and making me stand there and watch Her don them.  My tiny sissy clit was leaking profusely into my pretty white lace panties and i was desperately hoping Miss could not see any bulge developing.
 
Not that She would notice anyway and yet another degrading comment 'there's not much down there to play with is there sissy' - made it even more difficult for me to stifle the tiny hardening. 
 
Miss has allowed me to sleep with Her in Her chambers for the last two nights.  i've worn a different baby doll nightie on each occasion with bra, panties and stockings. On both occasions i was desperately hoping Miss would require me to pleasure Her or perhaps allow me some pleasure of my own in Her presence.  Both were not forthcoming and this denial has now been wonderfully released with Her permission to play today.
 
As the rules state i have to describe in this blog what i will imagine whilst playing with my tiny sissy clit.  Miss reads the blogs and expects to know.  So for my play today i will imagine that Miss has decided that i have to go to a Women's clothing shop - one of the chains - and ask an assistant to help me find a pair of Women's jeans that will fit me.  The experience will require using the changing rooms and i will have to admit i am a sissy if the assistant wants to know why i am wanting to buy them.  i will have to record the whole humiliating experience on my phone (audio) so Miss knows what took place and can enjoy my embarrassment.
 
But....before i can even consider my own pleasure Miss has told me to make sure that the bedding in Her chambers is changed and fresh, that Her suede court shoes are cleaned and that Her high legged black boots are cleaned. 
 
All work and some play makes a very happy sissy. x

Wednesday 10 January 2018

Venturing Out?

 
 
Yesterday morning Miss and i (in male mode) briefly had an exchange on the dilemma of the possible venturing out of sissy in public.  The 'badge of honour' is on it's way in the post (see earlier blog post).  This, as explained, will have it's purpose for when i am dressed in male clothes either at home or in public.
 
But what about subtle items of women's clothing in public?  Miss said that perhaps we could start with casual wear.  Trousers, joggers etc and 'build it up from there'. 
 
It seems then that Miss has plans afoot and i, naturally will be expected to do whatever it is She demands.  i mentioned maybe a pair or two of girls jeans.  Miss liked that idea as well.  Fully cross-dressed in public, with wig, make-up, heels, jewellery is usually a transvestite thing.  A genuine sissy has to look like a male who has been femmed in subtle ways that will be noticed but at the same time might be missed. 
 
I guess it all depends on the degree of embarrassment and humiliation Miss wants to subject me to for Her amusement and pleasure.  Miss may use a shopping trip where together we select things suitable for public exposure or She may assign me to go shopping myself with strict instructions. 
 
i definitely think Miss has plans afoot. x  

Tuesday 9 January 2018

A Badge Of Honour.

Miss has come up with an amazing idea.  Last night She commented that sissy needs some sort of subtle badge/brooch or pin to wear when in male mode.  Something subtle but clearly obvious to those that would know or indeed recognise it.  She stated that this badge will be worn by sissy when sissy is wearing male clothing at home and may well be worn outside in public as well.
 
Here it is.....
 
 
She showed me this morning and told me that it would act as a 'reminder'.  i think it's pretty clear what that 'reminder' is.  This is to remind me that Miss has a penchant for BBC. She has enjoyed lovemaking sessions with three BBC before. 

The pin is now in the post and i will wear it to show that despite when in male mode, i am still a sissy and that Miss still sees me as a sissy.

Interestingly, if i was noticed in public, would the beholder think that i myself had a fondness for BBC?  It's not something i've done before but if it pleased Miss and any BBC lover She had then i think there are a few things this sissy would try out.  x
 

Monday 8 January 2018

She's A Model And She's Looking Good....

 
 
In male mode again but sissy has been summoned to be back when Miss gets home from work tomorrow.
 
Late this afternoon Miss was trying on a series of dresses She bought four to five years ago, which, at the time, were little snug as a fit.
 
Today, She looked absolutely stunning in each and every one of them.  Some were for wearing to work and some for more formal occasions.
 
Miss has almost a full week away from home next week and will be required to dress formally or semi formally at least twice.  i think She is going to look gorgeous for both occasions and i could sense a new sense of pride from Miss in Her appearance.
 
HOT.....HOT.....HOT!!!x

Saturday 6 January 2018

Scrabble Friday

 
 
In male mode but wearing a pretty Olga nightgown with silky panties for a game of scrabble with Miss.  It's a strange one to describe really.  Not being sissy but being dressed en femme but acting male. Miss calls me 'sissy boy' when i'm like this which i suppose is a pretty accurate description.
 
Unfortunately for Miss and unlike sissy, 'sissy boy' retains quite a degree of competitive spirit and will play to win.  sissy also plays to win but will be much more considerate towards Miss and play in ways that, whilst not exactly rolling over and letting Miss win, will allow Her to have a better chance.
 
Miss actually got a bit of a pasting in last nights' game although She did score with 'tits'.  Hers are beautiful tits. 
 
We had some wonderful love making sex last night as well with full penetration inside Miss for me.  Miss did not want to cum - again, and instead applied all Her very best belittling and verbal humiliation tactics to ensure my tiny penis got as hard as it was ever going to be.  i hardly lasted three minutes as Miss intensified Her verbals, knowing all too well that the lovemaking would be short and probably not very satisfying for Her at all - other than re-affirming Her control and power.
 
This morning i asked Miss why She did not want to cum last night. i asked if She had already cum that day.  She replied 'maybe'.  i did not push Her for more information.  Those are the rules when in male mode.
 
Miss has remarked that sissy could be back tomorrow.  x  

Friday 5 January 2018

Sneak Preview

 
i'm still in male mode but the teasing and mind games from Miss don't stop just because of that.

Her new blue bra and panties arrived this week (the set i bought for Her as sissy - and which feature in a previous blog).  She spent a part of yesterday evening trying out some clothes She had ordered online and then took the opportunity to try out the new lingerie.

She called me from upstairs to come and see but i questioned that 'should it not be sissy who sees, if sissy should really see at all'?  Miss agreed but then proceeded to show me anyway.  She commented on how sexy they look and i could not have agreed with Her more.  The lingerie was sexy indeed but She made it look hotter than hot! 

Miss then announced that She would be wearing this set, along with Her new blue suspender belt for Her annual Gala dinner in just over a weeks' time.  Miss has had fun at previous Gala dinners.  At one in particular She had quite a lot of fun! :-) Is She planning something again?? 

When comments such as 'I want to be wearing things that get my weight loss noticed' get said, does She mean noticed by anyone in particular?? 

For Miss to know and for sissy and i to wonder about in delicious mental turmoil. x

Wednesday 3 January 2018

Male Mode Makes No Difference

The 'promise' did not materialise last night as Miss told me that She was very tired from Her first day back at work.  i had a little bit of a pout and behaved quite stupidly by actually going to bed (my own chambers) before Miss.  That sort of behaviour is not going to impress Miss at all.  As a sissy i have to accept that Miss can promise anything and deliver nothing.  If i promise something then i have to deliver.  That's a proper FLR.
 
i'm in male mode today and probably will be for the next few days - unless Miss calls sissy back for something particular.  However that has not stopped Miss from reminding me of my size inadequacies in the penis department.  Her words today whilst i was using the toilet....'that's not a penis.....it's a pathetic excuse for one'.  i replied 'yes you are right and it's no wonder you don't get any fulfilment from it'. 
 
It's something that i think will never stop.  The mocking, the humiliation, the comments.  As the title to the blog says 'Male Mode Makes No Difference' to the fact that my penis is tiny. x
 
 

Tuesday 2 January 2018

Panties On my Pillow

In my last blog i talked about how much fun Miss and i had yesterday on our day out.  The weather was awful first thing and was threatening to ruin the day.  i had seen the weather forecast which predicted an improvement by lunchtime. Miss was not so sure that it would though.  i challenged Miss to a bet.  If the weather improved on time then i could wear a pair of Her panties, if not.....then Miss could call something on me.
 
The weather did improve and Miss told me whilst we were out (She actually said it whilst we were near other people) that i had won the bet 'so it looks like you'll get to wear a pair of my panties then sissy'.
 
Fast forward to last night.  Miss had gone to Her chambers.  As i entered my own chambers, there on my pillow, this wonderful pair of navy blue panties, lace front, sheer back.  On my pillow!  Her panties.  Worn today.
 
 
What a lovely gesture from Miss, honouring Her bet. 

To be anywhere near a pair of pretty panties as worn by your Miss is such a privilege.  To have them on your pillow.....to be allowed to touch them, to enjoy their scent, Her sweet aroma, to be allowed to wear them.

And wear them i did.  My tiny clit hard within the delicate lace. i imagined my fantasy of Miss on a discreet dating site, meeting someone for dinner and that's as far as i got before my sissy squirts pulsed out into Her gorgeous panties.

Miss had a wry, knowing smile on Her face as i delivered Her tea this morning.  i did not need to say anything. Neither did She. Turning from Her, i bent forward, lifted my blue chiffon babydoll nightie and showed Miss that i was wearing them. 

i expect to be hand washing them later today.  x


 

Monday 1 January 2018

On A Promise.

 
 
Miss has retired to Her chambers.  Door firmly closed.  Before She went upstairs She told me that not only did i have permission to play with myself this evening but also that She would not be sleeping alone tomorrow evening.
 
i have to admit that i was a bit presumptuous and assumed with my questioned reply ' does that mean i will spend the evening with you tomorrow Miss'?  Miss may have had other plans that did not include me so i took a bit of a risk with my question.  As much as i really enjoy the thought of Miss enjoying other company it is really nice to have our own Miss/sissy time and it looks like this is going to happen tomorrow evening. 
 
Miss actually said ' I know i have been neglecting you sissy so you can play tonight and since you are quite capable of more than one play then i think you can stay with me tomorrow night'.
 
Gorgeous!  Miss is of course absolutely correct.  Whether in sissy or male mode i have the capacity to cum at least once a day and easily twice.  A sissy is always horny, especially with a Miss like mine.  Now if only my tiny cock/sissy clit was directly proportional to my libido - Miss would have the best of both worlds!  
 
So tonight, i shall fantasise about Miss telling me to set up a profile for Her on a discreet adult site for married/long term relationship Women looking for no strings attached fun with married men. 
 
i have a busy day tomorrow.  One of the highlights is arranging another hair appointment for Miss with the same salon as last time.  Miss has told me that i will be paying.  Financial domination in a FLR is such an erotic thing for a sissy. x

Happy Day

 
 
A really good day out with Miss today.  Despite being in man clothing, although i did wear a pretty beige lace bra and panties set with pretty blue bows underneath.  Miss approved of my lingerie choice.
 
It was a very cold day and being outside in it certainly meant we felt the weather but we had a lot of fun.  i addressed Miss as 'Miss' throughout the day which i hope She appreciated.  i also enjoyed paying for Her lunch and buying Her a nice warm drink.
 
Miss has given me permission to change into evening wear so after a shower i will choose something floaty and girly to wear.  If Miss gets time then perhaps She will be able to open Her present which was delivered yesterday.
 
It's great to see Miss back and feeling much better.  She hinted today that i will be making some appointments for Her tomorrow and no doubt there will be some housework to do as well.  Miss is back at work so a good sissy should know that being busy for Miss is going to be the order of the day.
 
There was some mild penis size humiliation from Miss on the way back today - which i thoroughly enjoyed.  She knows it is small and is very keen to tell me, no matter what mode i am in.  Yes - Miss is back! x

Miss On The Mend

 
 
It looks as if Miss has finally broken the back of the flu bug She has had the misfortune to have been suffering from for the last three days.
 
She was up and about for the latter part of the day and evening and thinks She may well feel a lot better tomorrow morning.  It's been a real battle for Her and i have tried my best to help Her recover.
 
We may well be out for the day tomorrow but i will have to be in male mode.  i will serve Miss Her tea in Her chambers as per usual and have already heard Her door shut as She retired this evening.  We saw the New Year in together which was really nice.
 
Miss knows that She has a parcel from me to open but we have agreed that it might be best to do so only when She has fully recovered.  Perhaps tomorrow evening Miss will allow me to be 'sissy' again and She can get to open it? Or She may insist i stay in male mode and open it anyway?  It's entirely up to Her, which is as it should always be  i'm sure She knows it is given with the love of 'both of us'. x

Skirts In The Wind

For most of today i've been wearing a lovely ankle length mustard yellow fully pleated skirt.  Unusually it is also lined.  On two occasions this evening i have had to leave the house in order to do housework.  Each time i ventured out the gusty wind caught my skirt causing it to billow and lift deliciously.
 
The feeling as it brushed and swayed on my stocking clad legs was wonderful and oh so very feminine.  Heavier pleated skirts just feel so lovely when i mince and they are oh so perfect for curtseying to Miss.  This skirt is a Vayella skirt so i'll have to look out for more of them on e-bay.  There's also something deliciously nice about using the toilet in a skirt like this.  Lots of heavy material to lift and plenty of luscious rustling. x