Hung Out To Dry

 

 

It's not exactly the weather for it right now but summer is a time when the tumble dryer is normally ignored and the washing line comes into play.  One of the great joys of being a sissy and owning lots and lots of delightful frothy feminine finery is that they have to be washed. Since they have to be washed then it follows that they also have to be dried and there is something wonderful about hanging up all those flimsy floaty garments and lingerie to dry on the line over the course of a warm morning or afternoon.

 

Miss rarely attends to my sissy laundry and why would She?  There are odd occasions where She will ask me if i have anything that will go with a 'whites' wash or a 'coloured' wash but in the main, i am responsible for my own.  To say i have a large collection of lingerie and nightwear is a massive understatement.  Going on to nearly 30 matching pairs of panties and bras, at least 20 baby doll nighties and full nightgowns, dozens of pairs of stockings, several basques, lots of teddies and camisole sets and that's not even including those pairs of standalone panties that do not have bras to match - such as my sissy embroidered 'cuckold' panties.

 

When it comes to the laundry of these items, i am very meticulous.  Pales with pales, darks with darks, stockings and bras (clasped) in a separate bag.  i probably do a big wash for my sissy attire once a fortnight but the real joy is when it comes to hanging those items out, on a line, on a nice day.  The act of carrying out a full basket of pretties and dainties.  The act of taking each delicate item and carefully pinning them up to the line.  Panties with panties....gowns with gowns....babydolls with babydolls and stockings paired.  A line full of my delicious girly things is, to me, a picture of beauty.

 

The enjoyment does not stop there however.  The fact that i could be seen hanging them out - i mean, what real Man would ever be doing that??  Then there's the possibility that someone might...just might think that i am hanging out my own things - well.....they'd be right wouldn't they! The noticeable lack of 'man pants' - now that's a statement!  Then of course there's the act of bringing them all back in once aired and dry.  Would a real Man take such deliberate care to fold them up neatly?  Would a real man even be seen anywhere near a washing line full of dainties?  Of course not!

 

So the whole process, from beginning to end, is a very sissy experience and one of the ways for me to make a subtle statement that 'i am a sissy'. x

 

 

Holiday Humiliations Part 5

My final instalment of our holiday fun.....

 

Our last venue (2 days) for the holiday was an amazingly plush and luxurious inland location with some of the most amazing vistas.  Miss and i were accommodated in yet another opulent and magnificently appointed suite which quite simply lacked nothing in terms of splendour and comforts. 

 

There is a confession i have to make however and i don't know if Miss will read this blog  - sometimes She does and sometimes She does and won't tell me She has.  The confession is that i had a play, without permission....and....that i used one of the condoms over my tiny cock whilst i played.  This rebellious act took place on the first day of our stay at our final venue and happened in the middle of the afternoon.  Miss was on the enormous balcony, reading and sunning Herself.  i was in a horny sissy mood but did not think that Miss was in the mood to play.  i had already stripped off my male clothes, leaving me in just a pair of pretty pale blue full cut satin and lace panties and my tiny clit was stirring. 

 

i just had to have relief and reasoned that i would not need to disturb Miss or inconvenience Her by just having a play myself.  Using the condom seemed a great way of adding some self-humiliation to the situation.  Rolling the rubber over my tiny cock i let my mind wander to fantasies which i knew would make me squirt my sissy cum in quick time.  i imagined a scenario of utter humiliation and embarrassment.  Miss and some of Her lady friends mocking my small penis and forcing me to masturbate myself wearing a condom.  i imagined their uproarious laughter, their mocking tones....it did not take much....i pulsed and squirted into the rubber....hardly filling the tip.  If Miss does discover this transgression then it is likely i will be punished.

 

 

 

Later however, on our final day of the holiday, Miss and i did indulge in some wonderful sex.

 

Day 12  Everything packed and ready to go, Miss and i had some time to kill before leaving.  i had cheekily suggested that we could have a cock humiliation (condom) play and Miss seemed quite enthusiastic as long as She had Her personal affairs sorted out in time.  Miss left me down by the infinity pool whilst She went about packing and arranging Her belongings.  Taking a chance, i texted Her to hint that sissy was feeling horny and hot for Her.  To my delight Miss replied with messages that 'sissy would be called upon when required'.  Shortly after the text came through that 'sissy is required to pleasure me'.

 

i entered our suite to find Miss beautifully dressed in a pink silk baby doll nightie, gorgeous white lace panties and hold up stockings!  Wow - stockings.  These were a pair of the stockings Miss had made me buy for Her before our holiday.  On our enormous bed was also a condom - so it was clear that i was going to be allowed inside Miss but again the humiliation of denial of the condom would be employed.

 

Under Her orders to use my fingers and tongue, i began to pleasure Miss orally.  As a sissy it is incredibly important to get this right for Miss and to be good at it.  When my cock is as small as it is and when we both know that it hardly satisfies Her, the oral aspect is where i can make up for those deficiencies in penis length and girth.  i must have been doing ok as Miss made several compliments, calling me a 'good little sissy' but then very cuttingly making me know full well that it was a good thing i could worship pussy competently since my cock was so pathetic. 

 

Miss demanded to know if my 'sissy clit' was hard and i replied it was.  She ordered me to put a condom on and to try my hardest to pleasure Her - to try my best to use my cock like a real Man would. Miss must have been extremely turned on at this stage with Her undoubted control and dominance of the situation.  Her thoughts were probably miles away from me, rather thinking of real cocks on real Men who knew how to properly satisfy a woman.  She soon became quite verbal, describing a scenario with a lover - with me left outside on the balcony - only listening to their lovemaking.  She asked me if i would enjoy that happening.  i replied that i would but that i would enjoy the fact that She was getting the sex She desired, wanted and needed from a superior lover.  Miss came hard and i waited for Her instructions for my release - if there was to be any.

 

Miss then told me to take my tiny cock out of Her and that i had permission to cum on Her panties.  i knelt obediently between Her legs, removed the condom and focussed on the lace of Her pretty panties.  Miss continued with Her verbal humiliation of my tiny cock, mocking the amount of cum that i could produce - comparing everything to what a real Man is capable of.  As usual, i did not last long and getting my little cock as close to Her lovely panties as i could, i squirted two or three weak jets of sissy juice over the front of them.  i kept my head bowed low - hoping to hear Miss order me to clean Her panties with my tongue but She was not interested in giving me any more allowances. 

 

 

 

A few hours later we were on board our flight home.

 

A wonderful holiday with Miss - the sex was wonderful. i had secretly hoped that perhaps Miss might be able too find a lover or two and have some fun that way but we were always so busy enjoying ourselves and doing such great things together that it really made no difference.  The things we did together and the things we saw together are memories made to last forever. x

Holiday Humiliations Part 4

i should have mentioned earlier that even though for the majority of the time i was on holiday with Miss i was wearing male mode clothing outside in public, i was always wearing a pair of pretty panties.  i did not take a single pair of what Miss calls 'man pants' with me.  It was a deliberate ploy on my part to not take any 'man pants' as i wanted to feel girly and sissy all of the time.  Only a real man wears 'man pants' and i an anything but a real man!

 

We moved seamlessly to our next venue where we were to spend the next two days of the holiday.  A superb coastal location with spectacular ocean views and even more plush opulence.  One thing i've also forgotten to mention is that Miss looked absolutely stunning throughout the holiday - especially on occasions where we dressed up for dinner.  i am absolutely certain that if She had been in the mood, She could have easily attracted some serious attention from a real man or two.  i was hoping She might and certainly noticed men looking at Her.

 

We had two nights at our new venue and by now were both in need of a good sleep.  We'd done so much, had so much fresh air, eaten like royalty and been pampered non -stop.  Recuperation required!

 

 

 

Day 9  Miss knew that as a sissy i am more or less constantly in a state of arousal.  Whether it be because of looking at Her in Her gorgeous lingerie, me getting aroused due to the feeling of my panties on my tiny cock or my mind wandering, imagining Miss with another man.  Prior to leaving for our holiday Miss had bought me a pair of panties specifically to wear for Her whilst abroad.  The were a lovely deep pink cotton pair of panties with pretty lace edgings on the front and back.  The held my small cock perfectly and whilst not as silky and satiny as most of my panties, they felt wonderful.  i asked Miss before dinner if She wanted me to wear them and She insisted that i did.  My clit gently leaked sissy excitement at the thought that there might be some fun later on.

 

 

 

Miss made no promises, and why should She anyway?  We both needed a good sleep but in a wonderful act of generosity Miss told me that i could play with my little cock whilst lying next to Her on our sumptuous bed.  Miss was too busy reading to pay any attention to me, instead insisting that i play with my clit and 'make sure you cum all over your pretty panties sissy'.  i lay next to Her, imagining what She must have been thinking.  Me, in panties, my hopelessly pathetic tiny cock, something that can never fully satisfy Her, playing with myself, only because i have been given permission.  Wearing panties, a pair She had bought for me - because She knows that i am a sissy, not a real man. She knows my cock is small....She knows it is tiny.......  Lost in my own thoughts of humiliation, i let out my girly whimpers and moans and.....just before my sissy squirts began, pulled my panties back over my cock.  i pulsed two or three times into the panties, my sissy cum soaking the front of them.  How totally humiliating and embarrassing but how wonderful of Miss to allow me to do it in front of Her. x

 

 

 

 

Holiday Humiliations Part 3

Miss and i spent three days at our next venue and took the time to do a great deal of sightseeing and visiting world famous landmarks and buildings.  The fine dining continued and we both really enjoyed the new wines, beers and food.  Our venue was perfectly situated and whilst not as luxurious as the previous two, was still very upmarket and classy.

 

Day 6. Miss and i returned to our boutique hotel after a great morning on top of one of the most well known and famous mountains in the world.  Stunning views.  We had some time to kill before out next trip out and i cheekily suggested we could perhaps have a play?  Miss must have been in the mood too as She agreed that would be a good idea.  i stood behind Her and gently kissed Her neck, whispering that maybe we could use one of the condoms that 'sissy' had bought for Miss to use as a tool of humiliation?  A bit of  risk suggesting things to Miss but i was feeling so horny for Her and the gamble paid off. 

 

Condoms are not necessary for us as a couple (they would be initially for Miss playing with someone else) but they come into our sissy and sub male role playing perfectly.  Miss uses them to make me feel inadequate and not worthy of being properly inside Her.  Those privileges being reserved for real men with proper sized cocks and normal, healthy amounts of cum.  As we lay on the huge bed, Miss totally naked and i wearing just a pretty pair of red lace panties, we began stroking and caressing each other.  Miss took the initiative with teasing comments such as 'it's such a tiny cock isn't it' and 'you really don't have much to offer a girl do you'.  Similarly to our session previously, i was allowed to make comments of my own and openly agreed with what She was saying about my pathetically small penis adding that it must be so disappointing to Her.

 

Miss allowed me to use my fingers on Her and i found Her to be considerably wet with excitement and arousal.  My tiny cock was as hard as it could ever be when Miss rolled away then rolled back with a condom.  'It may even be too small for one of these' She said as She rolled the rubber over my hardly impressive cock.  Her touch was wonderful and that, with Her humiliating (but very true) words were driving me wild with desire for Her and wild with love for Her for even allowing me to enter Her. 

 

 

 

i had to be exceptionally careful not to cum too quickly as once insider Her Miss really began to verbally abuse me.  'I can't feel it'. 'Is that as hard as it gets'?  i love it when we kiss and Miss speaks through the kisses to humiliate me with cutting remarks or comments about my cock or my poor technique and limited stamina.  She was clearly getting very turned on too (no doubt thinking of a real man with something much more substantial) and when i asked Her what would She say to any of Her friends about my tiny cock - if they were in a group discussing cock sizes of their husbands/boyfriends - She said 'for you....9/10 for effort.....1/10 for size, 1/10 for feeling and 1/10 for cum'. 

 

i kept telling Her how beautiful and sexy She looked whilst i tried my best to make love to Her like a real man would.  Miss complemented me on my efforts but also made sure that i knew those efforts were still hopeless.  In any case She came very hard - helped by Her own fingers.  i did not last much longer and with Her words of humiliation continuing, squirted my droplets of cum into the rubber sheath.  i hoped that Miss would then make me clean my own cum from it but that did not happen this time - hopefully one day it will!

 

It was a great mid morning session.  The condom has such a powerful symbolism. i'm the small cocked beta male and She the dominant woman.  To have to wear one is so embarrassing and humiliating.  This was not me in 'sissy 'mode but rather me in the sub male mode who really does have a small cock. 

 

Later, that evening, prior to going out for dinner Miss demanded that i slip into something more suitable in order to pleasure Her.  Once again Miss was naked and this time i was wearing a gorgeous bubble gum pink capped sleeved chiffon baby doll and pink lace panties.  She demanded that i use my fingers and tongue on Her sex until She came.  No verbal humiliation this time, just me doing my subservient thing between Her legs and Miss no doubt thinking of Her own things in order for Her to reach climax.  Miss came hard again on my face and once She had come down from Her ecstasy told me that i had permission to play with myself on the bed whilst She got ready for our meal out.

 

 

 

i lay on the bed, my sissy clit tiny in my hand and imagined that Miss was getting ready to go out with a lover, leaving me 'home alone' whilst She enjoyed Herself with a real man.  i imagined Him coming to our hotel to collect Her - coming to the door. i watch them kiss, His hands on Her arse......it was all it took for me to cum over my pretty panties.

 

Twice in the day for Miss and i and a wonderful evening meal.  Must have been all that wonderful fresh air! x

Holiday Humiliations Part 2

Miss and i were really enjoying our holiday.  Not just the sex side of things but the new experiences, amazing scenery and the lavish opulence which we were being treated to.  My next subjection to Miss humiliating me sexually came during a day and overnight journey and took place in the middle of the afternoon.

 

Day 4.  Both Miss and i were quite tired by mid afternoon on day 4 of our trip.  We'd been wined and dined and treated so lavishly that we needed to recover in order to recharge and make the most of all the treats ahead.  Miss had made it quite clear what the agenda for our day would be.  Lunch.....relax....have a snooze....fuck....dinner.  We ate a hearty lunch then retired to the lounge for an afternoon drink, asking our butler (yes....we had a butler!) to get our bed made for us.  Once we knew there had been enough time for this to be done, Miss and i made our way back and disrobed to our lingerie and chilled out in bed. i was wearing a pair of pretty pale pink satin and lace panties whilst Miss was wearing a gorgeous white lace bra and panties set. 

 

i was not sure what 'mode' Miss wanted me in but it became quite clear that She was intending to humiliate me in some form or other as She soon began stroking my small cock through my panties and talking about how Her lingerie could be Her bridal lingerie and this could be a cuckold sissy wedding scenario.  Naturally my tiny cock started to get hard and Miss warned me that i had better keep it hard for Her to use for Her own pleasure.  i could tell Miss was needy to cum and we began having a sex conversation between us about us having a role play marriage scene where She would be 'marrying' a lover but would first need to spend time finding suitable bulls before settling on a final choice.  i was allowed to contribute my own thoughts to this scenario and must have been saying the right things as Miss demanded that i put my tiny cock into Her, by now, very wet pussy.  We took it in turns, with a sentence each, to describe how this type of scenario would go.  Miss concentrating on the details of Her lovers and me describing my sexual inadequacies.  Then we swapped  - with Miss talking about my small cock and me talking about Her well hung lovers - the ones She was making love with to decide who would be Her 'wedding Bull'. 

 

 

 

Miss was seriously turned on and exceptionally vocal.  Our conversation must have been seriously working for Her - not my tiny cock - but the words we used and Her imagining it happening - because She came very hard and very loud.  She must also have been feeling generous as She allowed me to stay inside Her probably knowing all too well that i would not be able to last long.  How right She was (and always is!).  Miss continued demeaning me about the size of my cock and how She could hardly feel it.  She urged me on to try and prove that i could actually cum like a real man.  Cum i did, in tiny squirts, no doubt hardly noticeable by Miss. Even though my efforts were pathetic, Miss allowed me to cum insider Her and i was very grateful for that.

 

 

 

i'd love Miss and i to act out that fantasy in reality.  Naturally i'd pay for Her dress, the lingerie, the hotel rooms Miss would need to use to 'go through' Her list of suitors.  During the session, Miss mentioned that the 'winning' lover would end up taking Her in our own bed whilst i watched.  Delicious!

 

We slept very very well that afternoon. x

Holiday Humiliations Part 1

Wow, what a truly wonderful holiday Miss and i had.  We really did push the boat out for this one and we were not disappointed.  i've decided that i'll have to split the details into several posts.

 

If you can recall however that my first dilemma was what to wear on the flight out under my boring male mode clothes.  i settled on a gorgeously pretty cream teddy with lace on the bust and complimented that with a pair of pretty white lace and satin panties - to keep my tiny cock from continually slipping out!  It was such a delight going through security knowing what i was wearing might be noticed and even more of a thrill knowing that the thin shoulder straps of the teddy and the lace at the bust might be noticeable under my short to anyone that looked long enough. 

 

i took these photos in our departure lounge:

 

 

 

Most daringly though, when it came to sleeping on the flight, i removed my shirt completely knowing that if any of the other passengers or the aircrew had actually looked over into my sleeping pod they would definitely have seen what i was wearing.  i'll never know if that actually happened but the thought of it possibly happening was wonderful!

Day 2. Miss and i had a fantastic morning.  An early start but an amazing trip out.  We had another trip scheduled for the late afternoon and early evening so decided to spend the time in between sunning ourselves and relaxing in our private property, complete with infinity pool and truly stunning views.  i was initially in male mode but Miss quickly brought sissy out to play by demanding i fetch Her drinks and dropping hints that my services would be required shortly.  i knew exactly what that meant and Miss compounded my excitement by ordering me to go and dress 'appropriately'.  i returned to Her in a delicate pale blue double chiffon baby doll gown and white lace full panties.  The sun was beating down on our private veranda so Miss retired to the lounger bed under the outside canopy and ordered me to pleasure Her.

She was wearing gorgeous pink satin and lace panties so kneeling between Her legs i began to dutifully kiss, lick and suck Her gorgeous sex through the delicate material.  Miss was loving the attention, rubbing Her sexy tits and pinching Her nipples as i gently and lovingly stimulated Her with my lips and tongue.  Miss began calling me a 'good little sissy' and soon Her climax washed over Her in waves of pleasure.  i love making Miss come with my tongue and lips - it is such an honour. 

My own tiny clit was as hard as it could be, straining and soaking my pretty panties. Miss then told me that i had permission to play with myself and to squirt my pathetic dribbles of sissy juice.  As i caressed my small cock in front of Her, Miss verbally abused me by describing how She would have loved to have fucked our guide on the morning trip and how She would have made me watch.  Naturally i did not last long and as my sissy juice dribble pathetically out of my clit onto the floor i let out little girly gasps of joy.  i had left little puddles of my sissy cum on the decking and was hoping Miss would make me lick it up but instead She demanded i wipe it up.

i continued serving Miss with drinks until we set off for our afternoon excursion.  A wonderfully sissy start to our holiday! x

 

Flying En Femme

 

 

As much as i would love to, it's absolutely not possible to travel by air dressed fully en femme.  As exciting, embarrassing and humiliating as it would be, it just can't be done.  The way round it of course is to wear something pretty and girly underneath my male clothes and that's what i have decided to do when Miss and i go on holiday tomorrow. 

 

But what to wear?? 

 

Something subtle, something that feels nice, something that might be noticed but is not totally obvious.  A pretty bra and panties set with a soft bra with soft cups?  Just panties?  Camisole and French knickers?  A soft satin teddy? A full body?  The flight duration is certainly a contributing factor - it's a long one, so i'll need to be comfortable as well as feeling like a sissy.  Then there's security to factor in.  Whilst it would be wonderfully exciting to be body frisked and for my lingerie to be felt and noticed, it would not be much fun to be taken away as a potential security risk for what i'm wearing!

 

i must mention that this will not be the first time i've flown whilst wearing something feminine under my male clothes.  Pre 9/11 i've worn full sets of bra, panties, suspender belts and stockings and have had lots of fun removing my socks once seated so that my stockinged feet are clearly on display.  They've been noticed too - especially once by a pretty air hostess who smiled knowingly as She clocked them. Post 9/11 i've been reluctant to wear full sets with metal clips and clasps - simply for security reasons and have flown in soft cami's, teddies and full bodies  - mostly the type with thin straps and lace trimming at the bust that subtly shows through whatever i'm wearing over them. 

 

So this time i will likely go with a very pretty ivory teddy that has delicate straps and a gorgeous lace detail over the bust.  It has poppers at the gusset so i'll also have to wear a pair of panties to keep my tiny sissy clit in place.  Even though my cock is pathetically small the support provided by the panties will be welcomed. 

 

 

 

Hopefully the lace of the teddy will be subtle enough under my shirt to not be glaringly obvious but noticeable if someone looks longer.  We are flying in a class that provides beds and a good deal of privacy so there's also the opportunity to remove my shirt and sleep with the teddy exposed or perhaps i might even slip into a delightful double chiffon baby doll gown for sleep?  It could get very exciting if i'm in slumber, my femme clothing slightly noticeable to an attentive hostess.  Exciting in an embarrassingly sissy sort of way.  Lovely! x 

Hot Wife Porn

 

 

i like watching it.  Miss knows that i watch it.  We really should watch more of it together - well.....actually.....it would be nice if Miss made me show Her what i watch and perhaps force me to explain why i like a particular scene.  Maybe Miss could find something that She likes and force me to watch it?

 

There are two types of Hot Wife porn for me.  The amateur stuff, usually filmed in hotel rooms on a basic camera where the wife is 'serviced' by one or more men and the cuckold - not necessarily a sissy - is behind the camera or out of the way (out of the room) with the camera fixed.  Then there's the professional porn.  HD, glamour, actors and actresses, perfect lighting, a story and edited to perfection.

 

Both are equally arousing to me as a sissy.  In both types i look for the wife wearing stockings, the wife being pretty (just like Miss), the bull or bulls being in good physical shape, good looking and with substantial cocks.  i love seeing an element of seduction, kissing, undressing, foreplay and the hot sounds of the love making.

 

It also has to be 'real'.  By real i mean those involved are actually enjoying it and really getting off.  There are subtle signs that show whether or not that is happening.  Kisses with tongues, soft moans, they way the participants look at each other.  If for one moment something seems not right with the scene then i'm not aroused by it.

 

i will often minimise the screen so that i can't actually see the scene and instead with the volume high, i listen to the sounds. Kissing, zips, clothing being removed, moans, whispered words.  Some of my most favourite scenes involve the Hot Wife calling Her husband or boyfriend and telling Him what She is about to do with someone else and that same husband or boyfriend consenting and encouraging Her.  Chanel Preston is an actress who really knows how to do this type of scene well. 

 

 

 

Yes, there is some really good Hot Wife porn out there but the best Hot Wife porn i have and have ever seen are the video clips of Miss, from the days when we were active playing with bulls and lovers.  Those are truly wonderful. x