Hot!

 

 

Miss has just left for work.  She will be gone the whole weekend and She is also visiting family. i will be left alone. A sissy being left alone is quite a dangerous thing! 

 

The purpose of this post is to just say how scorching hot Miss looked this morning.  In a blue and white narrow horizontally striped dress and heels.  She was wearing tights - i would much prefer Her to wear stockings (She used to wear stockings to work every Friday, we called it 'stockings Friday'. Maybe Miss will go back to doing that again?) but even so, Her legs looked amazing.  The perfect amount of make-up, hair beautifully styled.  How can She possibly not be getting noticed by real Men? 

 

Maybe She knows She is?  Maybe She doesn't tell me that She is?  Maybe She is hoping She will be?  If i was a proper real Man with proper manly attributes and a proper real Man sized cock, i would be checking Her out in a major way and, given the right circumstances, making a move.

 

Instead, i will have to fantasise and get my excitement from the thoughts of Miss being admired, being looked at, being wanted by real Men.  That must feel really good for a Woman.

 

Hmmmmm....my panties are wet. x

Cum In Your Panties sissy!

 

Miss and i have had a really wonderful long weekend break away together.  i was not in sissy mode the full time  - (wish i had been!) but on the occasions i was, Miss made sure to humiliate me for Her amusement and to use my tiny sissy clit for Her pleasure.

 

Before i describe the particular humiliation i endured i have to report that wearing a one piece swimming costume in a hot tub was a truly amazing 'girly' experience.  i just loved how it felt and looked on me. With no breast forms and my tiny clit making an unsightly (but hardly noticeable) bulge it was so deliciously 'sissy' to be wearing it in the presence of Miss.  All the bubbles and hot jets of water were not helping me keep my thoughts of arousal to myself and perhaps i was a bit forceful in hoping that Miss would allow me to pleasure Her whilst we were both in the hot tub or perhaps allow me to pleasure myself. Either way, Miss was having none of it.....in the hot tub at least.....but back in our bedroom - it was different.

 

Miss had asked to be left undisturbed for the best part of an hour before i was allowed to join Her.  i was wearing a pretty pink bra and panties set with a gorgeous black lace pattern on the cups of the bra and the legs of the panties. 

 

As i slipped into the sheets next to Miss i noticed She was wearing a black silk bra and panties set with cream edging lace on both.  i had not seen this set before and asked Her about it  - where it came from, when it was bought?  Miss casually dismissed my interest and told me to get between Her legs and do what a sissy does best.  Had Miss bough this set for a particular occasion, an opportunity? i kept those thoughts to myself as i gently kissed and licked at Her hot sex through the material of the panties. i love kissing and licking Her through panties.

 

Miss demanded that i use my fingers as well and i endeavoured to make Her cum but it just was not to be.  Am i losing my talent? Is it becoming a bit samey for Her?  Miss asked me if my little clit was hard - it always is when i am pleasuring Her orally.  She asked if it would be hard enough for Her to use.  Hard enough - yes.  Big enough? - never! 

 

But such an honour to be allowed inside Her and not even with a condom on.  i had to be careful.  i knew it would only take a moments loss of control and i would cum.  Miss had no desire for me to cum at all.  She simply wanted to use my pathetic hardness and Her own fingers on Her clit for Herself.  Thankfully, my small clit played its part but no doubt Miss had to resort to thinking of former lovers as She climaxed hard. 

 

Miss then made me withdraw from Her sex and commanded me to kneel next to Her and play with my clit, 'cum in your panties sissy'.  Miss just watched with amusement as i did as She instructed.  Pumping my pathetically small clit in one hand and rubbing and caressing my bra with the other.  Miss compounded my belittlement with scathing (truthful) words about how small an amount of cum i would make compared to real Men and how useless my tiny clit had been inside Her with the need for Her to use Her own fingers to achieve orgasm.

 

As is usual, i lasted only four or five strokes and lifted the front of my pretty panties over the tip of my sissy clit as it weakly pulsed and squirted.  Maybe two or three tiny squirts and a laughable amount of sissy cum soaking the panties as they easily covered my excuse of a cock. 

 

Wonderfully humiliated and embarrassed by my superior Miss. x

Dressing Miss For Pleasure

 

 

Sorry for the scarcity of posts to my blog recently.  Oddly enough i've actually been in sissy mode since Sunday and whilst it has been especially humiliating to have not slept a single night with Miss since then, there actually hasn't been a great deal of sissy related activity between us.  Just real life i suppose, getting in the way and keeping us both occupied with the necessary things that keep the wheels oiled.  i've been dressed in a sumptuous array of floaty girly chiffon nighties with pretty bras, panties, suspender belts and stockings and my clit has been wet in the hope that Miss may involve me in something, either physical or mental. However....busy we have been!

 

So i suppose it's inevitable that my sissy cuckold mind will wander and today as Miss left for work - giving me permission to play - i have been recalling how i used to dress Her for Her lovers.  Sometimes at home, sometimes in hotel rooms.  On occasions i had also paid for Her lingerie myself (as it should be!) and the first time it was being worn was for someone else. How deliciously cucking is that?!  

 

i can recall fastening Her bra from behind and bringing the lace cups over Her wonderful breasts - knowing that a real Man would have his hands, lips and mouth on them.

 

i can recall wrapping Her sexy six strap suspender belt around Her waist - knowing that a real Man would be gripping that same suspender belt, taking Her from behind or as She rides His substantial cock.

 

i can recall drawing up Her sexy smooth and sheer stockings and attaching them to the suspender clips, making sure they are straight and even - knowing that a real Man will be seeing those and running His hands up and down them. Knowing She will have Her nylon encased legs wrapped around Him, pulling Him in to Her, deeper and deeper.

 

i can recall holding Her sexy panties as Miss stepped into them.  Pulling them up over Her sexy arse and gorgeous pussy, Miss wiggling sexily. Planting a soft kiss on the lace covering Her sex - knowing that a real Man would be pulling these off or pulling them aside to use His skills orally and then finally giving Miss the hardness and size and technique that a sissy lacks.

 

That is my 'play' for today and i won't last long. x