Sissy Fantasies...

i was not entirely sure about posting this one as i know Miss reads this and i wanted to let Her know in advance that i would like to post up my sissy fantasies (things that have not yet happened) that i would love Miss to do or make me do. Miss demanded that i put them up.  A bit like my earlier list of 'turn ons'.  Again, no order of preference, just as they come to mind.

 

 

 

SPH - Small Penis Humiliation.  Mock my tiny sissy clit. 

Tell me how She wants me dressed.  Make me buy items for myself online that She expects me to wear.

Order my food for me at a restaurant/pub.  Don't let me choose, just tell the person serving what i will be having.

Make comments about a good looking man, if seen on tv or if we are out.

Same as above but suggestive comments about what they might be like in bed.

Confide in a friend that She has a sissy and tell me later what was said.

Make me confess to a friend that i am a sissy

Take me shopping, hold women's clothing up against me and make comments.

Make me go shopping to buy something feminine that i'll have to explain to a shop assistant is for me.  Record the conversation.
Miss randomly wearing stockings to work and making me put them on for Her before She leaves or showing me them before She leaves.

Tell me that She has noticed men looking at Her recently.

Make me wear a subtly visible bra under my top in public.

Make me go into a women's shoe department/shop and try on some shoes. Make me have stockings or tights on for this so that my feet are clearly encased.

Take me shopping to buy Her lingerie.  Make sure others can hear that i am buying it for Her to wear for a lover. 

If i am allowed to pleasure myself insider Her with my clit, make me clean up my sissy cum.

Talk about finding a lover to make up for my sexual inadequacies.

Actually force me to make the above happen by creating and paying for a profile for Her, either on sites we used before or on a discreet site such as Ashley Maddison. 

Make me wear and sleep in Her panties after She has had them on all day.

Make me pleasure myself in front of Her on my knees, telling Her how wonderful She is.

Sit on my face and make me use my tongue on Her in Her love petals and in Her arse. 

Come home with a cream pie pussy and make me clean Her out.

Have one or two trusted lovers to play with as and when She likes.

Have one night stands as and when She likes.

Make me pay for a hotel room for Her and a lover.

Make me go for a make up session and come home with it still on.

Make me have a haircut at a ladies hairdressers.

Have a trusted lover who is also good at humiliating a sissy.

Tell me to go and buy some condoms and ask for 'extra small'.

Spray me with perfume for going out in public.

Make me carry Her handbag.
Carry condoms in Her bag/purse and making sure i see them.

Take me from behind with a strap-on

Wear a hotwife ankle chain.
Make me wear a 'holy trainer' chastity device.
Miss to go out more to bars/pubs/clubs with Her friends at weekends and make me buy Her new lingerie/outfits for these occasions.

 

 

So.... there it is.  There's probably more in my sissy mind and perhaps there are other fantasies Miss/Mistress has that She'd like to me do or do Herself?   

Home Alone sissy

Miss is away at Her overnight party.  She is texting me regularly, which is nice of Her.

 

But having no one to serve, no one to worship and no one to obey is quite frustrating for a sissy.  So i'm sat alone watching tv dressed in a gorgeous pale blue double layered chiffon baby doll, pale blue lace bra and panties and natural hold-up stockings.

 

 

 

They say the devil will find work for idle hands to do....except in this case Miss has made it specifically clear that i do not have permission to play until She texts me. x

How Miss Is Turning Me On....

So although i have mentioned in one of my earliest posts, i'm not a new entity but rather a re-born, re-modelled sissy who has come about as a result of Miss and the male half of me finding a solution to what was looking like a relationship breaking situation.

 

Since my re-birth there have been things Miss/Mistress, consciously or sub-consciously, has been doing (has done) that have caused my little clit to harden and my panties to become wet.  Not in any order of 'arousal effect' - just listed as they come to mind and are remembered:

 

Calling me 'sissy'.

Texting my name 'sissy' in lower case letters

Closing the door to Her chambers

Leaving the door to Her chambers slightly ajar

Telling me She does not need any pleasuring from me

Making me cut the tags off Her new sexy lingerie

Expecting and getting cups of tea in the morning

Making me do Her ironing

Making me do her laundry

Making me book and pay for Her hair appointment

Telling me that i will be booking and paying for all future hair appointments

Calling me 'sissy' in public  - at the train station

Shouting 'bye sissy' loudly with our door open as She leaves for work

Calling for me (sissy) loudly from upstairs when She wants me for something

Allowing me to pleasure Her with a beautiful glass toy

Allowing me to pleasure Her with my fingers, lips and tongue

Allowing me (only once so far) to pleasure myself inside Her with my tiny sissy clit

Making me lay out Her lingerie for the evening early in the day

Expecting me to make Her bed

Making Her meals

Doing all the post-meal cleaning and tidying away

Making me buy myself a very sissified pinafore for domestic tasks

Verbally humiliating me during the time my sissy clit was allowed inside Her

Comparing my tiny clit to previous lovers during the time my sissy clit was allowed inside Her

Exposing me by making me go outside to do certain tasks with the chance of being embarrassed/humiliated

Making me clean Her bathroom

Making me clean the other bathroom

Making me clean the conservatory

Making me buy Her a new black lace suspender belt

Making me buy Her new stockings

Making me get up earlier than usual tomorrow in order to book and pay for Her a place at a running event for next year.

Complimenting me on my outfits

She once lifted my skirt and mildly spanked me through my panties  - because She felt like it.

Driving Her to the train station in skirt, blouse, heels and lingerie - in broad daylight.

Collecting Her from the train station in a floaty dress and all the frilly accessories, getting out the car to meet Her.

Telling me when i can/can't play with my clit (forced chastity)

 

There's probably lots more - maybe Miss/Mistress might add them to remind me?

 

These things have meant so much to me as a sissy and i love Her so much for it. x

 

 

 

 

 

 

Cold and Getting Colder

One day away from December so good enough really to call it winter officially. 

 

 

 

Miss had a quick trip to the dentist and what i should have considered is the defrosting of Her car.  Before She left She did say ' I could have made you do that sissy'.  I wish She had!

 

Then there was the re-cycling basket to go out to the main re-cycling bin. Miss did it Herself, telling me it's 'too cold for a sissy dressed like that'.  But Miss!  i would have loved the exposure - in my chiffon baby doll - in the cold - feeling the wonderful chill air on my hold up stockings.  Not to mention the embarrassment/humiliation aspect.

 

Thinking about it, Miss knows i like those things and how it is such a turn on to me so perhaps the denial of those experiences was Her punishing me for missing the open door to Her chambers last night?  x

Failed...

Luckily i have been forgiven by Miss but last night the door to Her chambers was slightly open.  i totally misread the situation and assumed that because there were clothes hanging on the top of the door that Miss could not completely close it.

 

What a silly assumption from me.  I apologised to Miss this morning as i delivered her cup of tea.  It's my good fortune that Miss was feeling kind but i am in shame that i did not provide Her with pleasure last night.  Lesson learned sissy!

 

 

 

 

Teasing....

 

Miss came home in a very happy mood.  Her food and fitness regime is really paying off.  She wanted to thank me for my support but the hard work is being done by Her - not by me.

 

After making Miss dinner and cleaning away She asked me to cut the tabs off some new lingerie She had purchased.  Bearing in mind Miss is away overnight tomorrow at a party i think She knew exactly what She was doing and the effect it would have on me.

 

She watched as i took the sexy black lacy panties and bra from the bag and must have felt especially pleased to hear me say how sexy they were.  This was clearly going to be the set Miss was to wear tomorrow evening and i'm certain She wanted me to know it.  Just to confirm my hopes, She told me it was Her lingerie for tomorrow night.

 

My sissy clit was hardening already and was almost fit to burst when Miss said that 'you are lucky to see them sissy'.  i replied that 'i am very lucky that i won't be seeing them on you'. 

 

But the merciless teasing did not stop there. She was on a roll!  Just as She announced She was retiring and with no desire to have me pleasure Her, She announced that i could have a play, adding 'I know you are excited about what might happen tomorrow'.

 

Miss had already let me play earlier today and now She has said i can play again.She 

has teased me so wonderfully this evening and i will honour Her with a loving sissy cum - thinking naughty sissy thoughts of Miss thoroughly enjoying Herself tomorrow evening. x  

 

 

 

 

 

 

Laundry and Adoration

 

 

 

Miss left me some laundry and ironing tasks today. i still have not done the ironing!

i am always obliged to fold Her dry clothes neatly on Her bed in ordered piles. 

 

There were plenty of Her delicate panties in this particular laundry load and i felt so honoured to be touching them - admiring the delicate lace front panels and satiny or sheer backs.  Miss does not wear thongs- much to my happiness.  A full brief/panty is perfect and there is more material to show prettiness/sexiness.

 

As i gently folded each pair i wondered if that pair would be the next ones my face would be pressed against as i worshipped Miss and her love petals through the flimsy material?  Would it be the gorgeous full lace white pair with a pretty bow or what about that soft satiny pink pair with laced edge trim? 

 

Yes, i have lots of similar pretty panties, possibly more than Miss - but those were Hers, they have the privilege of being close up against her soft sex and that is what makes them special. x  

Release!

Miss looked super gorgeous again as She left work this morning.  A skirt She has hardly worn before and also smelling lovely.  Her arse is looking seriously hot these days in jeans and now it's beginning to show in dresses - and in skirts. 

 

As She left She told me i had permission to play once She had gone.  Two days of pent up sissy arousal heightened to the max by serving Miss, some exposure, being denied a play, not being required to pleasure Miss and generally being a dutiful sissy all released in a hot sissy squirty cum as i fantasised about Her.  Not as much cum as a real man of course but quite a lot for a sissy.

 

Thank you for the release Miss....but as i am sure She knows.....i'm always horny. x

 

 

A Right Of Passage?

Please excuse the pun - passage.

 

It's Her right and my passage.

 

 

 

The other half of me, in a fit of pique, threw away the strap-on that we had.  Daft move!

 

Being taken by your Mistress must surely be what every sissy has to expect at some point. 

 

But what's in it for Her?  Not sure i can answer that one. Power, control, domination?  i have not had this happen to me yet but it's probably inevitable.  i shudder to think what it will be like. Miss may already have a strap-on and is just biding Her time to use it on me - or maybe She will signal my impending anal surrender by making me buy Her one? 

 

When it finally happens i hope She is gentle at first.......x 

Stockings

 

 

Hot or cold, wet or dry, windy or calm.  Indoors or outdoors. Whatever the weather and whatever the occasion i will 99.9% be wearing a pair of stockings. Either with a suspender belt or the hold up types. That includes for sleeping also as it's such a gorgeous feeling to wake up with legs already sheathed in sensuous nylon.

 

i'm only posting this as this morning my stockings just seemed to feel extra special.  Taking Miss Her morning cup of tea the tugging and pulling on my suspender straps seemed extra noticeable.  That in itself caused me to mince and sashay even more as i went upstairs to Her chambers.

 

Sometimes it's nice to stop and think about the little things that define a sissy and wearing stockings is definitely one of them. x

Looking Good

Miss already has Her hair the way She wants and tonight She showed me the dress She is going to wear for Her Christmas overnight party later this week.  She has had this dress for a few months and when She first tried it on She was not so fond of the fit.  Fast forward a couple of months and as a result of Her strict workout and food plan it looks amazing - and best of all - Miss realised it too.  i could tell She was so pleased with how it looked.  She went on to describe what She would be wearing with it and i am sure i heard Her say stockings?  Oh - now that would be wonderful!  It pleases me so much to see Miss feeling sexy about Herself, and so She should. 

 

 

 

As is Her right to do so, Miss has decided that She does not need my services this evening and has retired to her chambers. i have been given strict orders not to play with myself and told that i 'might be needed tomorrow morning'.  Miss usually wakes up feeling playful. If i am required then i shall serve Her and pleasure Her as She wishes.  Either way, Miss is now getting very good at keeping Her sissy in a state of constant arousal. 

Anticipation.

Miss had some difficulty getting to work this morning due to traffic issues.  She phoned me to tell me to look it up on traffic info and explain to Her what the problem was and where.

Once i had let Her know what it was She then told me to make sure Her bed was made and that some nice lingerie was laid out for Her to change into once She had finished Her run after work.

 

 

Miss distinctively told me last night that She did not require any pleasuring from me - the closed door to Her chambers the re-affirmation of Her statement.

Maybe tonight She is feeling generous and is making sure i prepare things the way She wants for me to be allowed to pleasure Her?

Or maybe Miss just wants something sexy/pretty to wear for the evening to relax in?

Or maybe Miss wants to dress sexily and then enjoy Her control and dominance by denying me - letting me see and not touch? 

Or maybe Miss has other plans - that don't include me at all? 

All/any of the above make me squirm with anticipation! x

Cleaning Her Boots

 

 

My panties are absolutely soaking wet right now....why?  Miss has just made me clean and polish Her boots.  One of the most wonderful things (to me anyway) that a sissy can do is make sure Her footwear is clean for whenever She needs them.

 

It felt delightfully submissive to be kneeling on the hard floor in just my delicate yellow chiffon baby doll nightie, bra, panties and stockings with Her luscious boots in hand and polishing them for Her. 

 

Miss came down the stairs whilst i was cleaning them and i heard Her chuckle.  i think She quite enjoyed seeing me being so subservient, dressed in my frillies. 

 

 

Unless She Says So.

 

 

Most sissies it seems are permanently in a state of arousal.  An experienced Miss or Mistress is fully aware of that and will exploit it mercilessly. It all comes down to control and domination. Keeping a sissy well heeled is quite simple really.

 

i know that whenever Miss is feeling very generous She will grant me permission to play with my sissy clit and enjoy release.  Unless i am given that permission it is absolutely stonewall certain that i am not to have that release. 

 

Last night, as i looked from the bed of my chambers across to the closed door of Miss's chambers my arousal was at its peak but Miss had not said anything, so i did not play.

 

That's how it is and exactly how it should be.

 

A denied sissy is a controlled sissy. x

More Exposure

 

 

i made dinner for Miss and myself and naturally did all the cleaning up afterwards whilst Miss relaxed and looked after Her own affairs.  Although Miss had a day off today She was still very busy with Her hair appointment and other things.

 

i love taking the daily tasks off Her hands and hearing Her tell me that such and such needs doing makes me feel so good serving Her.  We get through a lot of laundry which is no surprise since Miss and myself and the other half of me are contributors. 

 

Miss casually remarked that some clothing needed taking to the tumble dryer.  Our dryer is in our garage which is separate from the house.  Once dinner had been cleared, dishes done, kitchen floor cleaned, surfaces cleaned, Miss served with a cup of tea and Her already dried clothes folded and put away i prepared myself for some more sissy exposure.

 

We have a motion sensor security light which i knew would be activated as soon as i stepped outside to the garage. i think Miss knew that as well.  Only about 10 yards for me to mince but in my new pink shimmering party dress with full flouncy petticoat beneath it was quite a thrill to be outside - even if so brief.  With the security light coming on and me also having to switch the garage light on to load the washing i was exceptionally exposed and vulnerable to anyone who may have been looking. All those frothy layers of feminine clothing were brushing, swishing and swaying - but did anyone see? 

 

If they had then yes, they would have clearly seen a sissy - but that's what makes exposure such a thrill!  Thank you Miss. x

A Grateful sissy

Miss came home from her busy day with a wonderful gift for me!  i don't know what i've done to deserve it but She said it was for arranging and paying for Her session at the hairdressers.  What a lucky sissy i am.  These are the panties She bought me. 

 

Pink - the perfect sissy colour.  Very lacy and delicate.  i can't wait to wear them (with permission).  They are going to feel delightful on me and on my sissy clit which got very wet when Miss showed me them and told me they were a present.

Her hair looks really good.  i'm so glad She is pleased.  She was so impressed with the salon that She has made another two appointments.  She reminded me that i would be paying for these appointments and rightly so.  She is going to look so hot for her overnight party this week.  The first of Her follow up appointments next year is shortly before Her annual conference.  Knowing that i will have paid for Her hair to look great at a function i won't be attending makes me feel so proud.  x

 

New Dress

Miss had Her hair appointment today - the one that i paid for and booked for Her.  She wants me to welcome Her home and to show it off to me.  i am flattered that She would even consider my opinion at all! 

 

So in celebration of Her generosity in allowing me to see it i've also been given permission to wear a new dress for Miss.  i hope She likes it as much as i will definitely like Her hair.  Lots of frothy frills for my lingerie beneath it and i might just feel like a sissy princess.

 

Exposure

i think it's true to say that most sissies like to be exposed.  By exposed i mean put into environments/situations where there is a chance they could be seen and recognised for what they are.  Exposure/Embarrassment/Humiliation are sissy sisters.

Miss has been doing this to me more often recently and after i had made and served Her breakfast She commented that some garden waste needed putting in the bin.  To me that meant right now and doing it the way i was dressed.  Blush!

Still in my sleepwear of beige lace bra and panties, natural hold ups and a sheer rose pink baby doll, i gathered up the items and gingerly stepped out the front door.  Very cold!!  A quick mince over a short distance of no more than 5 yards and the task was done.  All over in seconds but exposure it was and such a thrill.  Thank you Miss. x

Mental Turmoil and sissy Bliss.

 

This is what i usually see and what i expect to see by default when i retire to my chambers.  The door to Miss's chambers firmly closed. 

 

If the door is open it means i am expected to enter and pleasure Miss (Mistress). i am not to assume that i will be staying the night with Her however.

 

When it's closed it means i am not required.  Miss will have Her reasons and it's not my place to ask why.  Instead my sissy mind will be wonderfully tormented by the possibilities of why the door is closed and why i am not needed. 

 

The denial is one very arousing factor....the thought that Miss might have company is another.  If She did, would this be the sign?

 

 

 

No permission to play was given by Miss last night so i retired to my own chambers, very aroused, with very wet panties and giving a longing look at Her closed door. x

 

 

 

 

Ironing, Dinner and....anything else She wants

Miss is home and i love it when She comes through the door.  It's my time to please Her, to hopefully ease the burdens of Her day.  She is going to be working hard through the evening so i will make sure i am on hand for Her every whim.

 

Miss gave me ironing to do earlier. One of Her blouses really distracted me.  So lush and feminine - just the sort i would wear.  Sheer and deliciously embroidered.  Miss wears it with a camisole top for modesty- i would wear it with no camisole top and a very pretty lace bra - for embarrassment / flirtation.

 

i'm currently preparing dinner for Miss and myself and after that....anything She wants. x

 

Forgot to mention.... i'm wearing my new pink full pinny over my skirt and blouse whilst i carry out domestic duties.  Miss made me buy one last week and this is the first outing for it.  It's gorgeous, very feminine, very girly and very sissy!

 

 

 

 

Mood.

Miss has given me ample hints that today She could be very stressed out.  It is an annual thing for Her and work related.  She has made it quite clear that She could be a bit moody later and a bit bitchy.

 

Let her vent everything She wants to on me.  Let Her take it all out on me.  Let Her use me as a release in ANY way She wishes. 

 

It is my duty.

 

 

How To Go?

Is it even a question?  Seated....naturally.

Embarrassment

 

 

noun

noun: embarrassment

1. a feeling of self-consciousness, shame, or awkwardness.

Last night at the train station, the possibilities for embarrassment were endless.  All of it would be self-induced as Miss had not specifically ordered me to get out of the car and meet Her but She had slightly hinted that i should make sure i was wearing frilly undies so that the wind would cause me to flash them.

 

So it was my decision to get out of the car and meet Miss.  It was windy and yes my dress certainly lifted.  Was anything seen?  Who knows but as mentioned in my previous post Miss told me that a man noticed me and was quite gobsmacked. 

 

Yes, i felt self-conscious, yes i felt a little bit of shame (man in a dress and frillies) and yes, awkward but to a sissy these things, at the right time and place are delightful feelings and very very exciting.

 

i would call the experience last night one of 'active embarrassment' - i caused it. i wanted it and when Miss told me i was brave.....that told me She approved.  x

Tired Miss

 

 

She works very hard and often has very long days with a lot of travel time thrown in.  An early night for Miss and totally expected.  i picked Her up at the train station as arranged and made sure that i got out of the car as Miss approached.

 

It was dark and it was windy and there were several people in close proximity but if a sissy is to be taken seriously then she must be able to be comfortable being seen.  So i greeted Miss properly with a soft kiss and presenting flowers.  She told me i was brave - i blushed! 

 

i enjoyed being there for Miss. i enjoyed the wait.  i enjoyed knowing that i was Her passage home.  i enjoyed the exposure - Miss told me one man looked open mouthed at our embrace.  i enjoyed the wind swirling over my dress, my petticoat and my stockings.   Nothing vulgar, nothing 'in your face'  - just a sissy being there for Miss.

 

She sleeps now and deservedly so.  i fully expect to be in my own chambers this evening and i fully expect to find the door to Her chambers closed.

 

Even though i am not allowed to have another play, i shall still be going to my own chambers very wet and very aroused, knowing that tomorrow morning i will be serving Miss her tea as requested. x

Hair Appointment

 

 

Miss had already told me that She wanted me to book Her a hair appointment but was not able to go into too much details because the train arrived.

 

However.... the texts came thick and fast as i drove back home and i guessed that they would be related to what She had said earlier about Her hair.

 

Surely enough the texts were wonderful and made it very clear that i was to book Her an appointment at an upscale salon with a particularly skilled stylist for a specific type of cut.  She made it quite clear in the text messages (sent as She travelled on the train) what She wanted, with who and when.  Most thrillingly was the fact that i would be paying....!  Wow - my little clit was positively bursting in my panties when i read that.

 

Being a bit mischievous, i began to formulate a plan where i would call the salon and, without being seedy or sordid, make it known that this appointment was for my Mistress.  In fact i used the words 'for my Mistress' in my first sentence!  The lady on the other end of the phone was so professional and given that i was not being perverted and had made it clear that i was going to pay in advance, carried on listening to me.  i specified what Miss was after in terms of the type of cut She wanted and dutifully paid for it.  i so wanted to add that could they add a note to the appointment booking that it was 'For Miss...from sissy' but perhaps too much too soon - maybe another time! 

 

i think Miss knew that i would do it like this and i hope She approves? It just felt so right. Not rude, not tacky, just perfect.

 

Miss exerted power - She wanted something - She made me do it AND She made me pay for it.  Expensive?  Oh yes, but that in itself was so arousing to me.

 

Miss is getting her hair done just in time for an overnight party later in the same week.  i wonder what She'll make me do whilst She's out having fun?  x

To The Train.

 

 

'I like being delivered'....

 

....this is what Miss said as i offered to stay and wait for Her train to arrive at the train station this morning.

 

i'd already driven Her there so that She could get to Her very important business meeting.  Miss is quite a busy professional businesswoman.  The ideal type for a sissy to serve!

 

Miss had already decided yesterday evening that sissy would be picking Her up at the station on Her return from Her meeting so i cheekily asked this morning if sissy could drop Her off?  She rightly pointed out that this was a new station for both of us, we had not been there before.  It would therefore be sensible to just make sure She got there in time.  i did however wear a very lacy white bra and panties set under my male clothing and deliberately chose a white t-shirt so that the bra would subtly show through.  i'm certain Miss noticed.  She must have approved otherwise it would have been off in an instant. Much to my delight Miss made sure that i ironed Her blouse and made the bed in my chambers before we left.  She looked so desirable in Her blouse and tight jeans.  If She did not get any looks today i would be amazed.

 

As we left Miss gave me Her handbag to carry to the car.  Wonderful.  Gestures such as these make me go all tingly inside - slightly humiliating, a bit embarrassing but so obviously submissive sissy. 

 

Miss took a phone call from a colleague as I drove.  Such are the wanderings of my flighty sissy mind that i wondered if She would accidentally blurt out to her colleague that She was being driven to the station by Her sissy..... and then catch Herself in mid sentence??  Miss was chewing some gum and usually the other half of me can get a bit tetchy if Miss is making noises doing so.  However..... for sissy....again my mind went into overload.

 

As i have mentioned previously i used to be around when Miss enjoyed a certain lifestyle.  During that lifestyle i have been made to listen to similar sounds (and hopefully i don't need to go into any further detail!) on the phone.  It all came back right there as Miss noisily chewed, lips smacking, gentle wet sounds and i again flew off into dreamland.

 

At the station i dutifully bought Miss a warm drink and was quietly referring to Her as 'Miss' as often as i could without it being forced or without forcing attention or reaction from anyone else.  Quite wonderfully Miss joined in and as we discussed things in general She called me 'sissy' several times.  Beautiful.  Panties even more wet!! i so wanted to take my coat off and expose my bra through my t-shirt but one always has to play games considerately and the last thing i wanted to do was embarrass Miss. 

 

Before She boarded Miss made sure that i understood my tasks for the day.  One of these was to arrange a hair appointment for Her.  How proud could a sissy ever be? 

 

There's quite a bit of detail to that so i'll post it separately.

 

I'll be picking Miss up from the same train station later.  i'll be wearing a new dress and will have a surprise for Miss as a gift of my gratitude.  It's the least She deserves for allowing me to make the first part of Her day as stress free as possible. x

 

 

What It Means Part 1.

i've been around as Her sissy before - at a time where we did some very exciting and fun things together.  i won't elaborate on those things in this particular post.  However, being around for Miss now is a learning curve for both of us.  Miss has never before owned a sissy in what could be considered an FLR relationship.  Female Lead Relationship.  She has never had someone who worships Her, wants to pamper Her, spoil Her and pleasure Her in the way i, as sissy, have always wanted to.  So of course that must have come to Her as quite a shock to the system - She has not known it before and has no experience of it.

 

Gradually though, i think She is beginning to like it and perhaps see the benefits for Her.  100% full 24/7, 365 of this type of relationship would not work for either of us as there are many aspects to our lives that simply can't accommodate FLR or any type of femdom.  Furthermore She also has a relationship with Her boyfriend (the other half of me) which is special to both of them.  Whilst He and i actually do share some fantasies about Miss, that particular relationship is totally different to the one i have with Her.  In fact, my emergence is a direct result of earlier problems between Miss and Him....in a way i'm a solution....and i hope Miss likes that 'solution' so far. 

 

Miss spoke briefly today about how She could see and understand why people could get to enjoy having someone do things for them.  Music to my sissy ears!  Little things like Her saying that are making me think that for the time Miss wants me around, She is going to gradually explore, exploit, get used to and ultimately enjoy all the possibilities and pleasures having a sissy will bring.

 

Some might consider the picture a bit extreme but it's meant to simply show who is in charge....and to me....it's Miss. 

 

 

 

 

Morning Pleasures For Mistress

When Miss wishes to use me for Her sexual satisfaction, She becomes my Mistress.

 

Mistress was in a very playful mood this morning and as is Her right, demanded that i pleasure her.  i love it when She orders me to use my tongue and fingers on Her, in and around Her most beautiful love petals.  Her pleasure....Her pleasure...Her pleasure....my duty.

 

She's feeling wonderfully generous as She has allowed me to have my own play today  - but not in Her presence.  My tiny sissy clit was straining my panties as i worshipped Her and i made myself very wet with excitement as i provided Her with her needs.

 

What a wonderful way to start the day!

 

 

All For Her.....

This is Miss...well..... of course it's not what Miss really looks like (although Her workouts are giving Her some fairly toned arms) but it's Her symbol.

 

i am allowed to exist by Miss solely to please Her and to sever Her.  i've been in existence for quite a while actually but not to this extent - not to the extent that i am now allowed to be who i am so openly when Miss allows me to be. 

 

i'm one half of two people.  Both halves are men but this half is the sissy half.  The girly half.  The soft, submissive, subservient half who has always been inside the other half but never before allowed to express herself properly.  i've now been allowed out when Miss chooses - at Her discretion. The other half still exists and loves Miss and has a role in Her life as much as i do but since this blog is just about Miss and myself there's no need to go on into too much depth about the other half of this person for now - things may come out bit by bit in future posts. 

 

My name is Andrea-Jayne, but i am referred to by Miss as 'sissy'.  And how very apt for me the term 'sissy' is.  There are quite a few dictionary definitions but they don't really deviate too much from the fact that a 'sissy' is a male who exhibits feminine behaviours, dresses like a girl/woman and more or less abandons the male traits they were born with. 

 

So now that i think i have the blog sorted and all the settings done correctly i won't post again until Miss 'activates' me!  i could get into trouble. 



 

Lastly..... the pictures i post.... they should give quite a strong clue as to my tastes in feminine things......you'll notice soon enough!

 

 

New Page!

Facebook is too complicated.  Trying to set up a discreet page for my musings and all they want to do is ask for id and verification!  It was going so well with Miss and then they spoil it!

 

So now i'm on here and hopefully this will work as a platform for myself and Miss. 

Once i work out how to use the blog, i'll go into more detail of who i am and why i am here.  x x