In male mode but wearing a pretty Olga nightgown with silky panties for a game of scrabble with Miss. It's a strange one to describe really. Not being sissy but being dressed en femme but acting male. Miss calls me 'sissy boy' when i'm like this which i suppose is a pretty accurate description.
Unfortunately for Miss and unlike sissy, 'sissy boy' retains quite a degree of competitive spirit and will play to win. sissy also plays to win but will be much more considerate towards Miss and play in ways that, whilst not exactly rolling over and letting Miss win, will allow Her to have a better chance.
Miss actually got a bit of a pasting in last nights' game although She did score with 'tits'. Hers are beautiful tits.
We had some wonderful love making sex last night as well with full penetration inside Miss for me. Miss did not want to cum - again, and instead applied all Her very best belittling and verbal humiliation tactics to ensure my tiny penis got as hard as it was ever going to be. i hardly lasted three minutes as Miss intensified Her verbals, knowing all too well that the lovemaking would be short and probably not very satisfying for Her at all - other than re-affirming Her control and power.
This morning i asked Miss why She did not want to cum last night. i asked if She had already cum that day. She replied 'maybe'. i did not push Her for more information. Those are the rules when in male mode.
Miss has remarked that sissy could be back tomorrow. x
Andrea- That certainly sounds like the best way to play Scrabble! i'm not a big board-game person, but now i'm...interested.
ReplyDeleteMy Wife also doesn't want to cum many times. Maybe i'm not worth the effort of her getting "messy" (as She says), but i still don't know why She wouldn't want oral. Well, sometimes She just doesn't! A few humiliating words from Her as i stroke in my panties, and it's all done in several minutes. Ah well! :) sara
It's nice that your Wife allows you to cum and encourages you to do so by letting you wear panties. Is She known to you as Miss or Mistress? Is it understood in your relationship that She is the superior? x
ReplyDeleteAndrea- Thank you for your attention to this matter. Here, we don't use the terms all that often. "Yes, Dear" and "Of course, Dear" are often heard. But when She is angered or in a more Domme mode, I quickly switch to "Ma'am"... She is wonderful to me, I am very lucky, naturally, in terms of being able to cum, and everything. ~sara
ReplyDeleteHi sara,
DeleteIt's good that you have some sort of subservient relationship to Her and i guess She knows it exists and will exploit it at Her convenience. My Miss is a seriously sexy Woman and despite being naturally introverted, i've seen Her behave as a wonderful cukoldress. x
Andrea- My Dear Wife knows She has control whenever She wants it. She enjoys having control of when (or if) we have sex. And, She enjoys the additional work She gets out of me around the house! Spankings and paddlings do occur as She determines. We have talked about it, and She has said at this point that She is not interested in finding another person who might please her sexually better than i can do. Thank you, dear. ~sara
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