Summoned..

 

 

Miss, as is often the case, has had a hectic week.  Work, socialising, fitness. It takes its toll.  Tomorrow however, Miss has the day off and since i am still in Her servitude She has seen an opportunity to use me for Her pleasure.

 

i have been told to bring Her a morning cup of tea and then leave Miss to wake up gently before being summoned shortly after to pleasure Her.  Miss was feeling very horny this evening but Her tiredness won the day/night. 

 

Miss was very pleased with me for wearing Her panties today but has insisted that i remove them before bed. Wonderfully, She has told me that the panties are to be hand washed by me tomorrow.  What an honour!

 

i have also been told by Miss what She wants me to buy Her as a present for her work achievement award.  Miss has chosen a very pretty black lace bra that She told me would be for work and also for 'play'.  Miss sent me the link and it's a gorgeous bra.  Miss was a bit reticent about having me buy the matching panties as well but i am going to make sure She has the set, to wear for whenever and whoever, as and when She sees fit. 

 

i am very exited about being summoned to Her chambers tomorrow morning. i shall please Miss in whatever way(s) She desires.  i'd love it if Miss lets me inside Her or lets me play with myself in Her presence.  Those wishes however are totally at the discretion of my gorgeous, wonderful Miss. x

 

 

Wearing Her Panties

 

 

i am now experiencing what can only be described as a form of sissy nirvana.  My tiny sissy clit is encased in a pair of gorgeous black lace and sheer panties.  They feel wonderful on me, they are getting more and more damp with each passing hour.  Why are these panties making me feel like this?  Don't most panties make a sissy feel special?

 

Yes - but these belong to Miss, they have been freshly worn by Her and She demanded that i wear them today. 

 

This is the very first time that Miss has made me do this and hopefully it won't be the last.  Her timing this morning as She held them out for me to take, coupled with what She said, was beautiful and perfect.  i felt my stockinged legs quiver as i gently took the panties from Miss and held them softly against my face.  Inhaling Her sweet aromas, the musk, the perfume, Her arousal? 

 

i told Miss how grateful i was, how wonderful it was.  i curtsied and shyly said 'Oh Miss!' as i held the delicate garment tight to my bra through my pretty baby doll nightie.

 

Only hours earlier, Her sweet sex had been delicately encased in these flimsy panties as She danced away a great evening with friends.  Now, they are being worn by Her sissy.  Worn to please Her, worn as humiliation, worn as a reminder of Her superiority, worn as a tease of what might have happened last night. 

 

Maybe Miss will allow me to pleasure myself wearing them - or maybe i still have some work to do in servitude for that to happen?  x

Winners and Panties

 

 

In Her role of work, Miss is very efficient, very diligent and very good.  However, She does not really realise this and normally downplays Her abilities.  Well, last night, just before i drove Her to Her party, Miss received a message from the company She works for that She has been awarded a recognition prize. 

 

i am so pleased for Her.  She really deserves it.  Since i have known Miss, She has worked for three different companies, all in the same field of business.  With this particular one She seems most content and most appreciated.

 

i want to buy Miss something as a sign of my delight that She has been recognised.  Hopefully She will read this blog later today and think of something suitable.  Or perhaps tell me to come up with something myself? 

 

Miss was very tired last night - lots of dancing!  She retired to Her chambers in a gorgeous black lace bra and panties set.  i especially loved the panties She was wearing.  Black lace with a sheer dotted back.  Very sexy and very feminine.  Perhaps some more panties like that for Miss?

 

She told me that i had permission to play - especially as 'you are no doubt turned on by my lingerie sissy'.  Very true Miss!

 

In my own chambers last night, i gently caressed my tiny sissy clit, looking across from my bed to the door of Her chambers firmly closed.  i imagined Miss with a lover, His hands gripping Her arse tightly through those luscious panties as they kissed passionately.  i imagined the door of Her chambers opening slightly and Miss hanging those panties on the outside door handle and then closing the door again. 

 

Thank you Miss for allowing me to play.

 

i was just going to post this as Miss left for work but just five minutes ago Miss presented me with the panties She wore last night and told me:

 

'Here are my panties that i wore last night, the ones you really liked.  You will wear them today and think of me wearing them last night and dancing in them. Wear them sissy, and think of the people I fucked wearing them'. 

 

 

 

 

 

Yes, those are Her panties, which are now on me and my clit is so wet.  Miss did not give me permission to play again but Her words as She left were just.....so....beautiful. x

Miss Is Out Having Fun.

 

What makes Miss happy...makes me happy.  She is out with a big group of friends who share the same passion for fitness this evening.  It's a local do and i will be Her transport both to and from the venue.  Not sure yet if i will be driving Miss there en femme but She has already said that i will probably have to collect Her in man drab as She might have a few friends who will also need a lift home.  Miss will text me if i can collect Her en femme - which would be lovely!

 

It's an all girls affair Miss tells me so i would be very surprised if their group gets any male attention.  Not because Miss won't look luscious but men tend to shy away from very large groups of ladies as they are apparently harder to 'break down'. 

 

i hope Miss has a great time, just the fact that She is going out and socialising more is wonderful. 

 

She has told me that an old work colleague of Hers is pestering for a night out as well.

 

Miss is in demand!  x

Miss Loves Presents....

.....and i love buying them for Her!

 

 

 

A core duty of the subservient sissy is to treat the superior Female to presents.  These can be presents that have been asked for or those given as surprises.  i love it when Miss decides that She wants something and then explains how i am to get it for Her.  These gifts will usually include clothing, lingerie, shoes, jewellery, make-overs, massage pampering sessions, hair salon appointments - pretty much anything a Woman likes to have.

 

Recently Miss decided that She wanted some comfortable evening loungewear and that i was to find something suitable.  The requirements being warm, comfortable, not frumpy but practical.  i found two sets for Her and have just ordered them on line. 

 

In secret, i hope that Miss will reward me for buying Her presents, maybe rewards from my fantasy list blog?  i know She has seen that list now so i do feel especially vulnerable!  However, that is not the reason i buy Miss things as a sissy should not expect rewards.  Hope is not expectation. 

 

Just the pleasure of being told to buy Her things is enough to get me wet in my panties.  Spoiling Miss is an honour. x

Curtseying

n. pl. curt·sies or curt·seys

A gesture of respect or reverence made chiefly by women by bending the knees with one foot forward and lowering the body.

 

Whenever i present anything to Miss such as Her morning tea then i curtsy.  A gesture of servitude and an acknowledgement of Her superiority over me.  Being very flexible (thanks to the yoga element of my workout programme), i can curtsey very low for Her.  A lovely submissive gesture, delicate, dainty, graceful.  On delivery it's one hand at the hem of my dress/skirt pulling it out to flare and the other hand with wrist cocked 90 degrees outwards at waist height.  Having given Miss whatever it is She has ordered then both hands at the dress/skirt hem, bend and flare.

 

As i am more often than not wearing stockings and suspenders, my curtsies are accompanied by that wonderful whisper of brushing nylons and the tightening and relaxing of my suspender straps.  i try to have as many opportunities to curtsy Miss as possible.

 

Miss and i laughed yesterday evening at how different curtseying was for me in my wiggle skirt.  Not much skirt hem to hold and certainly not much to flare out but certainly no excuse not to perform one! x

 

 

 

Miss Says So!

 

 

Out of the blue this afternoon, Miss summoned me to bring Her a cup of tea after She had enjoyed a brief afternoon nap.  The weather snap here in the UK has meant lots of people being unable to go to work and Miss is one of them. 

 

i did not expect to be brought back to life as soon as today, even though i have had a little bit of a pout on for feeling that i have not been around as much as i could have been.

 

However, i am so glad to be back and it gave me an opportunity to 'show off' to Miss with my new houndstooth check long wiggle skirt. i was so relieved that She approved!  Along with a red satin bow blouse, red bra, panties (full vintage style), red suspender belt and barely black stockings, i have felt very sissy this evening. 

 

Miss commented that She would like to try the skirt for herself  - wow - flattered!  i know She would look hot in it and all evening i have been trying to put an extra wiggle in it so that Miss can really be tempted to try it Herself.  i know She would look so damn fuckable in it.

 

So fast forward.... and i have made dinner for Miss and i.  We have watched some tv and i sort of expected to be sleeping in my own chambers this evening.  Miss made sure of my sissy chastity by telling me there would be 'no playing'.  It's very hard for a sissy to accept that but it's also very sexually humiliating and an erotic reminder of who is in charge. 

 

i will go to my chambers like a good little sissy, i'll see Her door closed and i will slip into my gorgeous chiffon baby doll gown and drift off to sleep  - my aching sissy clit untouched. x

 

 

Pleasuring Mistress

 

 

Miss(tress) got Her morning tea today and invited me to join Her in Her bed.  i knew that eventually She would require me to pleasure Her orally and with my fingers but first She made me caress Her lovely back and arse. She was naked except for a gorgeous pair of red lace sheer panties that i had laid out for Her last night.

 

i was dressed in a white double chiffon short babydoll, pale pink lace bra and panties, matching suspender belt and white stockings.  She was very wet by the time i moved down to worship and love Her soft petals.  Miss was certainly going to cum but She made me attend Her for quite a while, clearly enjoying my efforts to please.  i gently whimpered and sighed girlishly as i kissed, licked and probed Her delicate folds my own tiny clit straining against the lace of my panties.

 

Miss eventually bucked and heaved, Her release flowing and onto my tongue. Lost in Her throes of delight, Her mind and thoughts perhaps imagining well endowed lovers.

 

Having been brought to orgasm, Miss let me rest my face against Her panty lace for a few minutes before announcing that 'I'm feeling generous sissy and since your clit would not be any use to me or even good enough for me, you can go to your own chambers and play'.  Such wonderful humiliation! Such perfect denial.  Yes, i would have loved to have either been allowed inside Miss or perhaps even to have been made to play in front of Her with more humiliation or perhaps having to confess my own fantasises but being told to go away and look after myself was such a thrill.  She even made me close the door to my chambers.

 

It did not take me long to cum and squirt my sissy juice all over my lace suspender belt.  i thought of Miss, back in Her chambers, with a real man, laughing and giggling together about the sissy in the other room, before engaging in a slow, sensuous love making session but very loudly so that i was forced to hear Her giving and receiving pleasure. 

 

Miss needs the other half of me this weekend so sissy is back in her box but hopefully back out again early next week?  That's up to Miss to decide. x

Anticipation For The Morning.

After Her points loss at scrabble but Her mental victory with some delicious verbal humiliation, Miss has retired to Her chambers. 

She has told me 'no playing with yourself sissy as you might be needed tomorrow morning'.  Knowing how playful Miss is on the mornings of weekends i see this an opportunity to pleasure Her and therefore will absolutely not be touching my sissy clit tonight, irrelevant of how much Miss aroused me with Her verbal humiliation during the game.

i do hope Miss feels in the mood when i deliver Her cup of tea.  i so want to pleasure Her in any way She desires.  She is beautiful, gorgeous and the perfect Miss for a sissy. x

Scrabble Humiliation

 

 

The title of the post is a bit different ... but let me explain...

 

We've always liked a game of scrabble - but never has it been played between Miss and sissy.  Without wishing to be boastful we both posses quite high intellects and as a result of that, our scores are usually good.

 

Tonight, i played scrabble with Miss as 'sissy', fully dressed en femme and feeling very girly. Even though Miss did not win, She played a great game and came very close to winning.

 

But did She deploy a sneaky tactic?  Yes - i think She did.  During the game She kept remarking about how 'sissy' i looked and how 'unmanly' i was.  Further degrading comments included 'your tiny sissy clit' and ' your small useless clit'.  What a tactic to use! It totally ruined my concentration.  So as my scores per tile lay diminished so my 'tiny' sissy clit became even more wet. 

 

Miss knew exactly what She was doing and She did it so well.

 

A narrow win for sissy but a humiliating win for Miss. x

 

p.s Miss really should have been awarded extra points for the words 'tits', 'satin' and 'fairy'.

Pony Tails

i've gently mentioned to Miss that perhaps one day She will let me wear one of my many wigs?  Especially in a pretty pony tail style.  However....this post is not about me...it's about Miss....and Her pony tail.

 

She has been growing Her hair (see my post about hairdressing salon) and today left for work with it done in a gorgeously pretty pony tail.  She looked absolutely gorgeous.  i was both so proud but also envious - which is a weird sissy emotion to have - but maybe a good one too  - emulation?? 

 

Miss has always been attractive though has probably not believed it - perhaps confidence?  i really hope She can see it now though.  The fitness, the diet, the clothes, the hair - it's all creating a classy MILF!

 

My clit was getting really wet as i stole glances at Her this morning whilst preparing tonight's dinner.  Beautiful breasts, curves, hips and the swishy pony tail.  If there was a secret camera on Her today it would be showing many admiring looks.  x

 

 

Sissy Secretary

 

 

Before She retired to Her own chambers last night, Miss made sure that i had enough tasks for today to keep me busy in servitude.

 

One of them was to design a few page layouts that She can duplicate, print off and use for Her food planning and reporting.

 

That particular task had my sissy imagination picturing me as a prim and demure office girl/secretary, dressed in ruffled blouse, tight pencil skirt and of course all the delicate frilly lingerie.  The blouse too sheer, showing plenty of bra lace, the skirt too tight, revealing panty lines and suspender straps when bending over.

 

i'm expecting a new pencil skirt to arrive either today or very soon, so will hopefully be able to create the 'look' perfectly today - to impress Miss. x

 

 

Knock Knock.....

 

 

Half an hour before Miss came home i was in the kitchen being a good sissy, preparing the evening meal.  Dressed in a floaty autumnal flower long pleated dress with my pink gingham full pinny. Our kitchen faces the garden path and i had left the light on for Miss.  As i was busy chopping carrots and feeling delightfully sissyish i heard the garden gate open and before i could make a move to hide a deliveryman was at our door.

 

He'd clearly seen me in the kitchen so i was pretty much busted!  So why not be totally busted and with it enjoy a little bit of embarrassment and humiliation?  i opened our door and received the parcel from a quite well muscled but very open mouthed young man.  Perhaps i should have curtsied as well?  He left quite quickly without a word being spoken between us and was in such a fluster, he left the garden gate open.

 

How did i feel?  Not sure really,  Quite thrilled, very embarrassed and a little bit awkward.  i bet that chap is going to regale his story in a few pubs! 

 

i told Miss about it when She got in.  She did question me 'you were dressed like that'?  Yes Miss, was my reply. 

 

Sometimes the most unexpected of sissy thrills can happen quite....unexpectedly. x

Called Upon

i wondered if i had upset Miss in some way as it was sort of looking like i might not get called upon this week.  Naturally it's entirely up to Miss to have me as and when She likes - just that compared to previous times when She really made the most of me, this week seemed like sissy was on the back burner.

 

A few hours ago however Miss texted me that She wanted Her chambers prepared 'for sleep' whilst letting me know what time She would be home.  i dutifully made the bed and laid out Her pretty flowered chemise with a pair of gorgeous white lace panties.

 

i must admit to having had a little bit of a sissy pout on for the last week or so as i don't think Miss has read any of my blog posts from the last seven days (about 5 new posts?) yet quite a few sister sissies have - and left comments too. 

 

i must accept that there will be times when Miss is busy and has other priorities than looking at a sissy blog.

 

 i still have not heard from Her in person how the Christmas party went last week but i did make a bit of a nuisance of myself by phoning Her when i should not have. i hope i did not interrupt or distract Miss from whatever it was She was doing.  Maybe it will all remain a secret for Miss to keep and me to wonder. 

 

 

Dancing Queen

Miss loves to dance and last night at Her party She did lots of it.  It makes Her happy which then makes me happy.  i stayed up for as long as She was up as i do like to know that She is ok and safe. 

 

She texted me at about 1am to say 'good night' but i was not sure if that meant She was back in Her hotel room.  Foolishly i kept texting and even phoned.  At around 2.30am Miss texted again to say that She was back in Her room.  i had already fallen asleep by then.  i think the lesson for me here is when Miss says 'nite nite' in a text it means that there is no need for any more communication from me other than to dutifully text goodnight to Miss in return. 

 

As She had promised, Miss sent a text giving me permission to play. That text came at about 11pm and by then my sissy clit was throbbing and very wet in my panties.  i fantasised about Miss dancing flirtatiously with different men - enjoying their attention. 

 

She has given me several tasks to do today so i will be kept occupied until She comes home.  i will be gone for the weekend as there are relatives to visit but hopefully Miss will have me back soon! x