All The Things She Said.... She Said....

 

Miss constantly humiliates, shames and embarrasses me verbally whether i am in sissy mode or male mode.  So She should.  She is totally justified in doing so. We both know full well that my cock in male mode and clit in sissy mode is nowhere near big enough to satisfy Her sexually.  Indeed Miss pretty much has to assist Herself with clitoral stimulation when that tiny cock/clit is lucky enough to be insider Her.

 

Whilst it is delightfully arousing to a sissy to be reminded of her sexual inadequacies by Her superior, even beneath the sex games there is, between Miss and i, an understanding that Her comments, teasing and comparisons to former lovers are 100% real and 100% true.  Miss means what She says.

 

But something was said last night that might have moved the goalposts........

 

Whilst my tiny condom encased cock was inside Her, Miss casually remarked 'I think it might be time to find a lover sissy'.  How i managed not to spurt pathetically into the rubber when i heard those words is a miracle.  i let the words sink in and then told Miss that would be wonderful and that i would be so honoured to help Her make that happen.

 

Miss verbally slapped me down with Her response that i would be told if i was required and not to get above my station.  i said no more and instead used Her words for my own play in my chambers later.

 

Followers may or may not know that previously Miss and i actually did play on the scene whereby Miss and i together arranged for suitable lovers to provide Her pleasure.  Sometimes i watched and sometimes i listened.  We did it all together and loved each other more and more.  Then things changed.  Miss underwent some surgery, Her confidence fell, my pressuring increased and it became a problem for us that almost cost us our relationship.  sissy did not exist to the levels i do these days and sissy actually came about as a solution to the problems that were tearing us apart.

 

And it has worked.  Was what Miss said last night a culmination of many things?

 

1. My male mode has stopped being forceful and pushy to get back to cuckolding?

2. The bringing into our lives of me as 'sissy' has allowed the fantasy, the hope of a return to playing to be more likely?

3. Miss is feeling amazingly sexy about Herself? (i would if i was Her!!)

4. Miss feels our relationship has become as strong as it was when we played?

 

There might be other emotional factors too?

 

So how about the physical?

 

1. Miss is getting a bit bored of my tiny clit?  It's not satisfying Her?  Well that's a given as far as size goes!

2. The condom last night - did it remind Miss of Her fun in the past?  i asked Her this whilst inside Her and She did say it did.

3. She's getting attention?  Is there someone already subtly signalling to Miss that they find Her attractive? More than one person perhaps?  Has Miss noticed?

4. Is there someone Miss has seen at work or somewhere else to whom She is physically attracted?

 

Whatever it is i am not going to push it, either in male mode or as sissy.  Miss has always had and always will have the control when it comes to involving a third party for fun.  She might just want some one night stand arrangements - just as we used to do.  She might want something more - a trusted lover who could play our game by our rules?  Whatever Miss wants it will be at Her pace and my involvement will be at Her discretion.  She knows i will have many ideas and scenarios but they are to stay canned unless asked for by Her.

 

 

 

Of all the things She said.....x